EccentricEmily

2011

2011-01-07T22:27:00.003+08:00

I've almost forgotten that I have a blog... until I visited my lovely cousin, Stef's blog and realised that the link to my blog is still in her list!! Then i decided to write a post again after soooooooooooooo long.

Many things have had happened. Graduated from Uni at the end of Year 2009... Started my internship (2000hours) right after that... And then attended my graduation ceremony with my family, which fall on my B'day and was CNY eve! So, basically i celebrated my big day and CNY with my family in Perth! Later on, I got busy and frustrated with my visa application for Australia as too many paperworks needed to be done, and my PR was granted a few months after the submission (thank God!). Always busy in completing my portfolio before the due date, then sat for APCAT, and took the 1st aid course with St John Ambulance in order to meet the requirements for pharmacist registration. After doing enough of my training hours, I sat for viva voce (an oral examination for registration). And thank God, I passed and got registered (this one really thank GOD!!!). AND, yea, I got my very 1st Burberry handbag to reward myself for all the hardwork that i have put in in order to achieve the aim!! My year of 2010 was pretty intense, right?? =)

I had so much fun working in CFP, the pharmacy which i did my internship!! The bosses and staff treated me very well and the customers there were so friendly and nice!! Lucky to work there. But sadly I was leaving. Now got to another stage of life. Things getting tougher, and Life's getting miserable as well??? Not sure... Hard to get a FT job now... anyhow i have to learn to bear with it and try my best to overcome it.

Okay, i think these are what I wanna write for now... Will c how things go and might write more post in the future!!

Cheers
xxx

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2009-08-31T22:44:00.002+08:00

I know U always support me
BUT how long will U be there for me??
U can't be at my side for my whole life...
M so down... upset... moody.

I need to be fearless... independent.
so that U wont be worrying bout' me all the time.
M suffocated.
So weak to stand up by myself, alone.
No own point of view.
Not strong to be alone.

After all,
I want U all to be here with me...
Accompany me.
I dont want to be here alone!!
NO!!!
How I wish I have the money to spend U all to fly over!!!

MISS U!!

The break...

2009-08-03T12:08:00.003+08:00

Today is my last day of my 1 week break before the commencement of the 3rd sem of 4th year. The break isn't really that enough. I do really hope for more!! Nothing much i had done and can be done for the last few days. I just let my hols fly off by doing nothing really essential. Basically, i watched drama series and entertainment shows most of the time. Requested for extra working hours from boss but got the response that i do not wish for.

The placement that i had last semester was not too bad. I was pretty enjoying working with the staff in the pharmacy. During my last of the rotation, the girls prepared morning tea for me. Yes, i had a nice morning tea + some chocolate! My locum got me a small little key chain, which i LOVE it very much!!! I was really surprised as she actually got what i really like! At the end of the day, Mel handed me a bouquet of flowers! Surprised, as i was leaving the pharmacy without expecting anymore from them at that moment! Happy! ^^

On coming Saturday, I'm going to sit for IELTS. Goodness, i have no idea what i should prepare for this. Pretty nervous actually. It has been such a long time that i did not write an essay + my writing skill is not good. Limited vocabulary i have. arrhghgggg... God, please bo bi wa, really. I need some luck n help!

Tomorrow is the commencement of the block lectures. There will be tests, assignments, tutorials waiting for me... They make me feel so tired. =_=||| When is my next hols? XD

Looking out of my room, up to the sky n ponder... 'Nice and kind weather today... y i'm sitting inside of my room??!! Shouldn't i go outside n enjoy the nice treat of the weather today??'

A Positive Post + WOUNDS

2009-06-24T21:08:00.003+08:00

Being so passive in the previous posts... sorry for that. As i have no one to complain to, thus, here gonna be the place for me to throw everything out!! xp... Frens, just bare with me... at least my blog is updated... once in a while tho...

Last Saturday night, AT LAST, I went to Burswood casino. Gosh, I've been in Perth for one n a half year, what a shame!! xp I did not gamble... hmm... being a good girl in there. =) Later on, frens and i went to have some fun!! Okay, not to mention more about that. I would like to talk more on what i have had experience in SilverChain wound clinic for these 3 days...

Well, basically, my job is to OBSERVE! Observe the wounds, how the nurses change the dressings, types of dressing being used, some of the tests, bandagings, injections, etc.... Initially, it was interesting. But slowly, I was yawning there. As I just stood at the side n SEE. I did ask some questions but still abit =_=.
There were so many chronic wounds being managed by SilverChain. I encountered one of the wounds which is due to abdominal hernia is not going to heal. I can the see the wound is oozing some fluid and the bowel movement... Besides that, there is another patient with hernia problem as well. Part of her bowel is being covered by SKIN ONLY. U can see the contour of bowel!!
There was one wound that shocked me. It smelled when i entered the room and the wound was gross!! The cause of the wound made me frowned. The patient showed other healed woundssssssss on leg and hands, which were caused by the SAME reason! He never care about his body n health!! So sad...
I did one home visit with a nurse to help a patient to change her dressing. When i reached her house, there was a sign writte 'Beware of dog'... Well, i'm abit of afraid of dogs... So, I was really careful. But who knows, the dogs that she has were small little cute doggies!!! I tot it'd be a big black fierce looking dog... haha...!

Time during this year pass real fast... It is end of June already!!! Oh no, I have to keep up the pace!!! I'm abit behind!!

So true...

2009-05-24T00:23:00.005+08:00

What I mentioned about the 'balance of life' in the previous post... S.O T.R.U.E!

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A 'yes' or a 'no' really makes a difference!!!
AND gives a different result/consequence!!!
Moreover, at different timing to say out ur decision makes a difference as well!!!

TIMING is another factor!! Sh*t!!!
I have forgotten about this!!!
I have just decided today...
BUT, another option popped up next,
right after I've made the deed, on the SAME day...!!
OMG!!! I want the other one!!!
HOW?!!!
Why NOW only u tell me?!!
Why NOW only u say out??!!
Why NOW only u ASKKK?!!!!!!
Why u didn't response when I asked?!!!!
GOSH!!!
I don't know what to do NOW!!!
Goodness!!!
Why on the same day?!!
Want to cry odi... )-; *sob sob*
Why after so long until I made the deed...
WHYYYY?!!?!?!!!!
*upset* *anxious* *panic* *confused* *worried*

====================

Did a psychology test today...
Realised that I have no idea about my future.
My future = clear, white, blank, nothing.
These were the words I used to describe my future...
It's true that I do not really think about my future that much.

Did another test as well...
Proven that my family is always 1st.
hmmm... money n' knowledge are also very important to me!!!
BTW, how come i never thought of health n' beauty?
haha...

Should I or Should I Not?

2009-05-23T00:21:00.004+08:00

There are a lot of things we have to make decision.
A 'Yes' or a 'No' gives a different results or consequences.
However, once we have chosen either of them,
we could not turn back...
Too many things we have to care n' think about when deciding/considering.
Will that decision result in a good or bad ending?
Or good to A but not B?
Or maybe should I just pleased others?
Why can't I pleased everyone including myself?
Maybe I think too much.
Perhaps I'm making simple matter to become a complicated one when I wish for the other way round.
What are the factors should be in my consideration list?
I don't know.
I'm confused.

I am thinking as well.
When a good thing happens,
will there be a bad thing waiting for me next?
To balance up our live???
I was really happy about smthg but,
smthg sad/bad happened right after .
I should be happy...
but I just couldn't.
Who understands my feeling?
Most will say I should be happy,
but they never know the sadness deep down in my heart.

Why should I show my strong/positive side of me in front of ppl?
Couldn't I just be myself?
Why I need to help others when others are not helpful?
Couldn't I just help myself?
Why should I agree with you when I don't think it is a good idea?
Couldn't I just stick to my idea?
Why should I treat you so well when you do not appreciate it?
Couldn't I just treat myself good?
Why should I make a start when you always make the end?
Couldn't I just make a rest?
Why should I tell you everything when you are so secretive?
Couldn't I just keep quiet as well?

Forget about it...
Just live with it n' bear with it...
Stay Cool...!!!
BE YOURSELF~~

God Knows

2009-05-08T13:58:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! What had happened to me recently?!!!
Dislike to study, so much!!!
Moody as always, or even worse?!
Feeling down but NEVER know why... O_O
Trying to distress but it does not seem to help a lot...HOW?!
Am I depressed?
I don't know...
Not interested in everything?!
Not really...
I have interest in everything, other than study. x[
When i see the notes, I will give out a long sigh....
N think, study / exam AGAIN!
I am so tired...
I like to have the knowledge in this field...
But the exams stress me out
N freak me out!!!!!
Suffocated x\

I am such a loser, i reckon.
I am so weak.
I do not have strong will.
I am easily being distracted.
I can't concentrate.
I fail to focus.
I need HELP!
I want to survive and grad this year!

I need something to wake me up,
to remind me,
to motivate me,
to encourage me,
to focus,
to concentrate,
to make me happy!!
A real happy that would last!!!!!!!!!

I really have no idea...
what causing me to behave so differently...
u may not notice about this...
but i can feel the change in me...

DID BADLY IN MY PHARMACY ORAL EXAM.
God knows, n the examiners know how I performed.
Is there anything can pull me out from thinking about that over and over again?
Stop thinking about that... please...
It's OVER!
No point thinking!
Look forward!
There are things more important to do NOW!!!!
*whacked myself*
GET BACK TO STUDY!
N STAY FOCUS!
This is what i need to do NOW...

PRAY HARD... REALLY HARD!!!
Pray hard to pass all the exams!!!
*kneel down with palms together, n pray faithfully!!!*

This is so called a LIFE...

2009-04-26T20:05:00.003+08:00

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
so love the people who treat you right,
forget about the ones who don't,
and believe that everything happens for a reason.

If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy,
they just promised it would be worth it.

Thanks for reminding me about this!!!
The words are so true for me...
I never had a chance to talk about THIS to anyone until YOU responsed to my whisper...
I will try to live with it!
Happy to talk to YOU!!
Hope to SEE you soon!!!
'M excited about it if it comes true! =)

好纳闷。。。

2009-04-19T22:08:00.004+08:00

不知怎么的，
总觉得最近不是那么的顺利。。。
总是心不在焉...不能专心.
老是把事情搞砸!
好失败哦！

真的，
好恨这样的自己。。。
有时侯我在想，
为什么我是这样的一个人？
为什么我会拥有这样的性格？
我到底是为了什么而存在？
或是，我的存在是为了什么？
。。。陷入了沉思。

有时候我真的透不过气来。。。
真的好辛苦。。。
很想找个人来哭诉，
但不能如愿以偿。。。
*酸溜溜的。。。*
好难过。
觉得自己总是一个人，
好孤独啊！！
没人理；没人关心。。。被人忽略。
我不要也不想被遗忘！！！

好想大哭一场！！
好想有个哭诉的对象。。。
（汾，婷，慈，柔。。。好想念从前的时光啊！！）
好想找个发泄的管道/方法！！
这里有吗？

我对〇〇〇〇〇真的好失望。。。
无论我怎么做，
结果还是一样。。。
不会有所改变。
可能这就是事实吧!!
我唯有坦然地接受。。。

我希望我能不要那么的执著。。。
是时候学会变通了。。。不要那么的死板！

加油吧，菱！
看开点，人也会开心点！！ =)

After so long... Many things have happened!!!

2009-03-30T19:46:00.004+08:00

Wow... I did not realise I have actually abandoned my blog for more than 2 months? until Kyle asked me why I did not post up any new entry... ...

Okay, now here I am, after Pharmacotherapy test, to update my blog. Well, just as mentioned in the title, many things have happened.

First of all, I got a REDDIE, that drives me everywhere and anytime I want to... My Reddie has a bright red outfit, and I will never loss it in the parking lots easily. Yea, i reckon. =) I am really happy and feel lucky to have it and this have to thank to my parents who paid for it with their hard earn money. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! I LOVE MY REDDIE!!!! Also, thanks alot to my friends who had helped me in getting my Reddie. I will try my very best to take good care of it!!

Next, I have been slacking off. Nothing much has done... wait wait wait... I have done many things but just that they were not relating to study. I went out more often that I used to be. Good? No? I don't know... HA!

My 4th year of Bachleor of Pharmacy degree is mainly on rotation placement. I'm lucky to have my first rotation in a good pharmacy. The pharmacists and staff are really nice, kind and helpful! I also had my 1st visit, the worst one I had. I was pretty upset and down. Hopefully I will have a better performance in the telephone call test and also the 2nd visit!!!

I have a busy year... a REAL busy one. 1st assignment... 1st visit... 2nd assignment... pharmacotherapy test... telephone call test... business plan... 2nd visit... 3rd assignment... case study test... oral examination... blah blah blah... the list goes on and on and ON!!!

Okay, now I have to concentrate on my business plan, AND my drug lists!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after the drama... xp

Happy Lunar New Year!!!

2009-01-29T09:57:00.003+08:00

Gong Hei Fat Choi!!! Wish you have an excellent ox year!!!!

hmm... well, I don't really know what I should scribble on here as every year I have almost the same CNY celebration. Just that, with time, I had different feeling towards the family gathering and celebration. Maybe I'll have more to talk about later but not now...

Nevertheless, I'm celebrating new year in Malaysia!! Yay... I'm having 3 weeks off before going back to Perth again... I have a compact schedule during this period. Must enjoy till the max and get to do everything i planned to do before I fly again... The next day when i get back to perth, i have to start working... hmm... i'm hoping so much to finish up my hours, which is impossible till the end of the year.

Oh ya, i got my 1st rotation placement notification... I'm having kind of mixed feeling... I'm happy coz at last i get into the 4th year and more exposed to the community pharmacy routine... but on the other hand, i'm so worried that i couldn't catch up with things and causing more prob to the pharmacy which is having me as rotation student. I'm so useless... =_=

Hey, I'm going out soon... more updates later, perhaps! xp

Get to know APF 21 is released on Feb 2009... and latest version of AMH is available soon...
Why are there so many updates??!!! These reference books are very expensive... can't afford to keep myself up-to-date... lucky recent versions are acceptable in 4th year... Otherwise, gone case. Can't imagine how much a pharmacist has to spend just on those reference books... My boss told me the 'Martindale' itself has already cost him over AUD1000!!! *faint* imagine, when the latest version is released, you have to spend another AUD 1000 to buy it, and then the older version will become as a 'deco'... so, how about BP? Up-to-date AMH (update EVERY year) and APF (every 2-3 years?)??? There are so many compulsory reference books we have to keep in the pharmacy... FRANKly speaking, only a few references are used frequently... some of them we don't really use but still, we have to keep them and also, with the up-to-date version... ... ...

TWO O O NINE

2009-01-01T16:48:00.003+08:00

Here come the brand new year, 2009.

Yesterday was 2008 and now is 2009. One year has already passed. What have had happened in the whole pass year? Pretty much. Year 2008, is the year that i have my life a change. It was a year that i left my family and went studying abroad in Perth, Australia. I have been very dependent to my family since i was born. When i started staying in Perth away from my family, i was really struggling and helpless, especially when problems popped up. It was worst when I had my 1st semester final exam and it was like the end of the world for me. Nevertheless, I'm a better person now. Still, many things i have to learn for living, social, and life!

I'm gaining new experiences day by day. I have to plan and get things done by myself. No more dad or mom or even sis in completing my tasks. I keep telling myself always there is a way to solve a problem. Don't panic. Now, this is a good opportunity to learn and gain experiences! It sounds easy but i put a lot of effort in it. =) Hopefully my efforts get return!

I had my first working experience in Australia and obtain salary in Australian dollar! However, I'm spending more as well at the same time as the Christmas and year end sales were ON!! I couldn't resist the discounts and ended up spending on them! I had my 1st Christmas and Boxing day in Australia, the red letter days for Australian! I got to know that Boxing day is actually a day after Christmas when ppl unwrap their presents and there will be a lot of BOXes. =) So, hope none of you will misunderstand the meaning of "Boxing Day".

I did not go for countdown during the New Year Eve. It was the most boring NYE that I have ever had. I was watching boring tv shows with the peak 37 degree temperature. Oh yea, AT LEAST i went to city for awhile in the noon and bought smthg, smthg luxury, for myself. Hmmm... telling myself it is my New Year Gift... =_=" What a reason i gave to myself when spending.

During the year of 2008, I'm staying with other people, people other than my family members. I'm learning how to tolerate, how to endure, and how to be more responsible and understanding. I become more independent as well. In this brand new year, i wish that my endurance capacity can be increased, my social skill as well!! Also, I hope that I won't do smthg that i distaste others to do the same thing to me... I really hope that everyone lives in a peaceful environment. Hopefully the selfishness in every corner of our heart can take the minimum space. ^_^

I want everything to be simply without complication, straight forward without turning ard, true without any fakery.

Here I wish everyone Happy New Year 2009, and has a better and awesome year!!! =)

p/s: harsh weather here... very hot!!!!! I want air conditioner, and summer goes away!!!

Appreciate time;
Appreciate ppl around us;
Appreciate everything we have;
Appreciate every moment we spend with our loved one!

Last week free

2008-12-30T20:44:00.003+08:00

From next week onwards, I'm going to start my full time working in a pharmacy... yea, most of my friends have done their 500 hours by now and i'm only starting my hours next week. A bit sad frankly but never mind, i'll finish it eventually!! Gambateh! =)

This week is freaking hot. Now i can say 'Summer is here!!'. Before this, the weather was still so much like Spring. The sunlight is poking into my skin whenever it shines on me! The wind is so hot and warms up my body! Can't those cloud do me, in fact us, a favour? Can you block some parts of the sun?? My skin is hurting!!! Gosh, i heard zk said the temperature was 37 degree today!! Ah... HOT HOT HOT!!!

Aiya... Have nothing to write about... As now i have similar daily life everyday, this is what i told John, the pharmacist. Oh, i have gastric pain and discomfort for more than a week and thank God that Ranitidine works. Thanks John! =) and also Sze for your concern!! Totally have no idea why and what happened to my stomach. Just out of sudden i had the pain. It tortures me so much till i can't continue with my activities.

Hope that my stomach gets well soon!!!

Christmas Month

2008-12-26T22:56:00.004+08:00

This month is a special month for Australian... and as for me, it is an enjoy month as well, especially for shopping!! During this month, there are a lot of sales and discounts around, and i spent like nobody business. I'm working only once a week in a pharmacy for this month, which means my income is real low but i'm spending as if i have earn thousands and thousands...

I have moved into the house that we are renting!! Now, we have our very own space, finally!! hehe... yay!!! It was so tiring in cleaning the whole house!! Thanks for Jojo, previous tenant, leaving those cutlery and stuff for us. Friends and I had a gathering in the house for Wai Yee's b'day and christmas celebration during the eve. =) We exchanged pressies as well and i got our master, ZK's present!! hehe... We had a great night!!

Now, i'm using Unit A internet connection as the house that i'm staying, Unit B, has not connected with internet yet, and so for home phone line! Hopefully the connection is done asap!! I want to watch the new taiwanese series 'Love n Bread'!!! I want to online the whole day!! I want to play flash games!!! Ahhhhh......... I want to keep myself up-to-date!!!!

Today is boxing day and also the first time for me to see so many people in shopping centre in city!!! There were so many ppl out there and the traffic was really busy!! There were having half yearly clearance and INCREDIBLY that i DID NOT buy anything!!! Hardly to believe it myself... ok, i'm gonna continue my hunting to receive my award tmr!!! hehe...

Gosh... i'm hungry now... I'm thinking of 德记's porridge... =_=

Public Transport in Perth

2008-12-04T22:42:00.003+08:00

Yup, the public transport in Perth is called Transperth.

This is the picture that i took from the bus stand that i was waiting for bus after work...
That's true that i can save alot by taking transperth BUT how about my time?! I don't think i get to save my time with Transperth!??

On the day of this photo taken, the bus that i was waiting for arrived late... which has made me missed the next bus i wanted to take... eventually, i need to walk for about 10 minutes... otherwise, it is only 4 minutes walk!!! On the way back, it rain... Gosh... my legs were so tiring after a day of work... but i need to walk faster so that i would not get wet... issshhh...

For your information, it takes me about an hour to travel at my work place by public transport but only 16 minutes if i drive from my place...

NEW location

2008-11-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

Final examination has ended...
Semester 2 of year 3, has come to the end...
Now, I'm staying in new place...
Staying OFF campus now...

Without Internet, at first
Luckily that Landlady got us wireless!!
So now my status turns 'Online'
No longer 'Offline'
heheee....

Next week
I'm going to have 4 days working...
then every Wednesday...
What can i do during the free time?
No car... can't drive to anywhere i wan...
Alone... no one accompany me... as every1 is kind of working...
hmm...
What's the plan?!

Not so soon i can go back to my home...
have to work 3 weeks full time at least
in order to commence my 500 hours...
envy those who had completed their hours...
n those who had gone back!!

预料之中

2008-11-03T00:07:00.003+08:00

真的被我说中了。。。

之前，
我已经可以感觉得到。。。
但我希望事情不是我想象中的那样。

但是，
这一刻，这一秒。。。
我可以很肯定的说，
事实就是如此，
我不能再自己骗自己了。

我可以当做没有这一回事吗？
我能吗？
我做得到吗？
已经不能像以前一样了吗？

已经戴上面具了，
感觉不同了，
一点真实感都没了。

可能我不应该那么地执著与介意，
应该学习看开点。。。
这样，
我可能会活地开心点。。。
烦脑也会少一点吧！

做人的道理，
真难明白，
更难学会。

体谅，谅解与包容。。。
包含了什么？？？

选择？思考？决定？

2008-11-01T13:10:00.004+08:00

这是我们的人生。。。？

可以。。。还是
不可以?
能。。。还是
不能?
对。。。还是
不对?
要。。。还是
不要?
想。。。还是
不想?
忍。。。还是
忍无可忍?
说。。。还是
不说?
问。。。还是
不闻不问?
拒绝。。。还是
接受？
面对。。。还是
逃避？
坦白。。。还是
保持沉默？

为什么我们必须面对这些问题呢？
现在的我，
站在十字路口。。。
不知去向。

好烦啊！！
真的，
有时好恨自己。。。

好想有人能了解我，体谅我。。。
好孤独喔。。。

Tagged by ZK

2008-10-31T16:09:00.004+08:00

I'm NOT going to tag anyone... So don't worry... but if you have nothing better to do, you may have a try on those Qs... =)

2. Describe urself in one word.
pessimist

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
no candidate for me to pick

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
what is the feeling of love?

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
can't you did it in a better way?

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
i love U and be happy!

7. What will u say to a person who doesn’t want to believe u?
don't ask me if you don't believe me!

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
why should i 'try'? i'll love when i do.

9. What’ your opinion about someone who’s jealous?
unsatisfactory

10. Do you have something special with you all the time?
i'm special and unique!

just when i thought i’m done with the tag..
PART 2 .. got part 2 somemore.. i wanna cry d..

Best place to cry?
corner of my room

Who do you love the most?
my family<3>

Tell us of your dream last night?
ppl always said, when we speak out our dream, it won't come true.

Ever hated someone so bad?
yes...

The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
can't rmb any

The last person you had a beer with?
wine...?

The last person you went to the movies with?
gyn n zk

The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
my dad...

The last person you hugged?
er... can't rmb

The last person you yelled at?
i dont rmb...

In the last week have you kissed someone?
nope...

Danced crazy?
yup.. in ministry of sound

Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
not hate... just the feeling of dislike

If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
simple life, carefree

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
JAPAN!

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
i'm good

Are you old fashioned?
i think yes, i am.

What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
the goods one

Five facts About Me:-
- pharmacist student
- good in sleeping
- stubborn
- coward
- dependent

Five things that i have in my mind right now:-
- simple
- carefree
- trouble free
- money
- final exam

Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:

- 梁静茹's 别人的天长地久
- Raymond's 爱不疚

Three Things I treasure in My Life:-
- happy things

Some words to learn

2008-10-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

a pessimist sees the difficult
in every opportunity;

an optimist sees the opportunity
in every difficulty.

Corneal abrasion

2008-10-15T19:54:00.005+08:00

I felt eye irritation since Friday night. The irritating sensation on my right eye was growing till I found it hard to open my eye and I kept on tearing on Monday morning. I went to wash my eye with cold water to soothe it. When I looked into the mirror, oh God, BOTH of my eyes were RED!!! I was frightened as I never encountered this condition before, and I was going to have Pharmacotherapy mid term test at 8am on that day itself!!!

Luckily, my eye felt slightly better that it didn’t affect much during my test. After the test, I went for dispensary class. The granular sensation was getting worse again. Maybe because I read from computer and causing the eye irritation? I have no idea what happened to my eye. So, I decided to call the Health Services in my campus to book an appointment for doctor after asking Anna’s opinions and advices. Thank God they gave me a slot in, otherwise, I had no idea when was the appointment gonna be…

The doctor instilled a local anaesthetic eye drop onto my eye, which caused the burning sensation for about 30 seconds. Then, he irrigated my eye with normal saline, and also COTTON BUD to wipe my INNER EYELIDS (upper and lower). He said he couldn’t find any particles in my eye as I complaint about the granular sensation. He dropped Fluoresceine eye drops onto my eye to examine my eye whether there was any scratch. And, YES, there was abrasion on my corneal, right in the middle of my eye… I saw the fluorescence. According to the doc, he said I might have rubbed my eye to hard, but I don’t remember I did rub my eye THAT HARD and hurt my eye… maybe it happened during my sleep…

I had double eye-patch on after applying Chloramphenical eye ointment. Due to that, I failed to attend ZK’s b’day celebration in city as it was quite hard for me to walk around with one eye, and it was tiring. Sorry… Yesterday, I had the patch on for the WHOLE DAY, and the healing was good. So, the doc allowed me not to wear the patch for today if I feel comfortable and wear it only at night. AND, YEA, I felt much better, but still my eye is RED, itchy and has irritation occasionally and blurred vision.

Tomorrow my eye is reviewed again. Hopefully I can forget about the eye patch, and also the eye ointment.

态度

2008-09-28T18:33:00.006+08:00

人是
自私的。

全然的爱，
存在吗？
似乎有
又好像没有。

人与人之间的相处，
我还是个初学者。
真不明白，
为什么每一个人，
都有“自私”的种子，
在心里的某处发芽着？

好想把它连根拔起。。。

朋友的定义，
是什么？
我越来越搞不清楚了。。。

我能相信他/她吗？
为什么他/她总是让我感到不安？
为什么我们总不能坦然相对？
可能是怕伤害到对方。。。
或者是怕失去这份友谊。。。
更害怕被他/她讨厌！！

为什么这世上，
有那么多种人？
我们永远不知道，
下一刻，下一秒，
会遇到哪种人。。。
感觉很可怕。

对人处事
都必须很小心。
你永远不知道，
也不懂，
他/她在想什么，
做什么。
他/她也不会让你晓得
他/她的一切。

做一个天真无知的人，
可能是件好事吧。。。
至少，
不会因人的本性而困扰。。。

How am I?

2008-09-12T17:11:00.002+08:00

Frustrated
Sad
Disappointed
Angry
*with herself*
Bad
Afraid
Down
Moody
Helpless
Lack of confidence
Shaky
Lost direction
Meaningless
In short, NOT GOOD AT ALL

Where is MY life?
Where is the light that directs ME?
Where is MY guide?
Where is MY hope?
Where is MY destination?
Where is MY aim?
Where is MY 贵人?

NO WHERE... LOST!!!

WHAT I WANT?
i want a SIMPLE life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not a totally bad day...

2008-09-05T23:32:00.008+08:00

hmm... well, when I had things did not go smooth, at least there was a good thing popped up... ermm... it wasn't something big... I found the long-lost-main picture of my layout!!! NOW, it is visible at the up right corner there!!! ^_^ *Lucky*... hehe... I can now take my time to figure out the problems with my new layout!! No more hurry... as before this, the missing column there really annoying me. xp

Today, my group went to Hollywood Private Hospital! With the name of it, yea, this hospital really grand, like a hotel, esp. the foyer!!! This was my 2nd visit to the hospital. The 1st one was Swan District Hospital. I feel so lucky to have my group mates as they are really kind to give me, who does not have a car, a rides to the hospital and sent me all the way back to Uni... thanks, friends!
I really salute those hospital pharmacists as they have to have a lot of knowledge about drugs. During the case studies, the patients' medication charts were filled up with all kind of medicines, and as a hosp. pharmacist, you have to know what are their indications and have to note whether they are going to have interaction(s) between them and so on... How the pharmacists rmb all those stuff?? Indications, side effects, doses, dosage forms available, drug interactions, precautions, signs and symptoms of diseases, counselings, and etc. These are like fingertips for them!!! Wondering whether i can be like them as well... ... ...
I really like to have hospital visit as I get to study the real cases and also interview patients. Surprisingly, the patient that i got today is 86 years old man and having THIRTEEN kind of drugs, yet he is still manage to drive!! He is so strong! During my 1st visit, i got a 95 years old lady who is living by herself, able to do her houseworks and rmb to take her medications everyday!! IMPRESSIVE!!!

Photos taken from the foyer in Hollywood Private Hosp. =)

Trees in the foyer?!!
Er... don't really know what these 2 statues stand for... Tell me if you know... =)
This was where we waited for our supervisors. ^_^

*Should take the photos of the cafe as well. The cafe looked exactly like those in hotels!!!*

Still, I wish I will get what I want... soon... *pray*

A temporary condition...

2008-09-04T18:07:00.006+08:00

Finally, I've sat for Pharmaceutics 322 mid term test yesterday, and Counseling test today. Also, i got all 3 formulations done in today lab session!!! Yay, I save a 3 hours lab session!!! HOWEVER, more things are coming up...

I've screwed up the mid-term test. Hey, the test was MCQ!!! you might think it was easy since i have options to choose, but hey, it was really tough!! A 6 marks 'essay' question was included, it was even easier and i prefer that! The MCQs were so confusing and tricky... Rmb what prof. Sunderland said, those options were there to confuse you... duh~~~ NOW, what I can say is, they've done a good job for u, sir!!

Well, since I have not been updating me blog for so~~~ long, i think i shall write up some summary on days... *seems like i've been writing bout summary instead*

Hmm... last week i was having tuition free week. Friends and I went to Margaret River for a 3D2N trip!! We went to 2 caves, 2 wineries, and chocolate factory. We went to a few beaches, and a light house!! The scenary were really spectacular!!! =) The places really a nice place for relaxing!!

Then after a few days coming back from the trip, we went to Araluen Botanic Park to enjoy the view of flowers, mojority were tulips...!! Sad to say that, this park is going to be closed down next year due to lack of financial support...

Actually, I'm working out a new layout... but it doesn't go really smooth... I think maybe I've not been doing the layout that often anymore, thus, i find difficulty in this field... Oh god... do i have to learn those coding again?? I really do wish to change the layout as the main picture of my blog at the moment, i have no idea why it has gone... and could be traced back...

Hopefully, i new outlook gonna up soon...

After so long...

2008-08-08T17:29:00.002+08:00

Have not been updating my blog for so long. Second semester of year 3 has started for 2 weeks. Still, I'm in holiday mood, and yet my matrix timetable is showing that I'll start getting busy next week.

What have I done during this 2 weeks?
I think I haven't done anything much... but 2 weeks had already passed. I went to drop my resume in pharmacies for 500 hours position. I went to Australia Buddhist Bliss Culture Mission. I went to Point Walter, Kings Park and Botanic Garden. I went for groceries at least FOUR times. Of course, there were lectures, tutorials and labs i have attended.

Recently, ZK has moved her blog to wordpress. Only then I realised that wordpress has already become so user friendly. No longer like the complicated-wordpress that required manual installation and php-coding anymore, which IT WAS when I was using it!!! =_= CHEH!!!

I think winter is going to end soon and spring is arriving! When I open my wardrobe, SH*T!, I didn't bring many of my clothes over here!!! Ishhh..... Promised my mother try not to buy cloth here as I have spent quite a big sum of money... I'll TRY my best not to buy, ok?

PONDER and WONDER

2008-07-20T11:40:00.001+08:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when

we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting

and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?

真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!

我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

JW Marriot

2008-07-10T16:51:00.005+08:00

Accompanied my dad to attend "A Highly Personal Evening" dinner organized by MILUS and Cortina Watch in association with Visa Infinite Standard Chartered in JW Marriot on 8th July 2008.

First time for me attending this kind of dinner, and also having dinner in JW Marriot. First time in trying on a watch which worth RM 177K...!! First time in experiencing the art in process of making the frame of watch. First time in meeting those really rich people and talked to them.

Enjoyed the food that was being served!! Enjoyed the environment and atmosphere. Enjoyed the watches displayed. Appreciate the experience.

The watches are TriRetrograde series. Tot of getting the pictures of those watches from net but failed. Maybe because they are still new. These watches were shown in the public for the first time, which means I got to have a near look before many other people. My favorite watch (RM 177k) was the one wore by the model standing beside the violinist (shown in the pic below). It looks something like this: but with white gold, white strap, white frame and diamond framed... Love IT!!! Only 18 units are available in the whole world and Cortina watch has Number 1,3, and 18. =)

Gentlemen's watches shown are even more expensive and unique! There were 4 designed limited collection. Each worth RM 214k...!! Sorry... failed to get a picture of those watches...

Dad and my seats.
The environment.
Light was changing colour.
Champaign was served.
Lime sorbet.
Main course: Honey & soy glaze cod fillet, with wasabi mayonnaise.
Models showing the watches... (Note the watch on the model's wrist beside the violinist, if possible. *too bad it's too small to be seen...*)
Door gift by Milus@Cortina Watch.
Door gift by Standard Chartered.

Singapore

2008-07-08T13:06:00.010+08:00

Went to Spore for 4D3N (2-5 Jul)... If someone ever asks me how was the trip, I'd answer "It was so so HOT!!!" Hahaa... really, it was really hot. Once stepped out of the house, I got sweaty and sticky.

First day:
Yvonne and I boarded first couch bus in Bandar Utama and headed to Spore. The journey took about SIX hours to reach our destination. The driver drove relatively slow... Luckily, there was mini tv screen to entertain us. However, we did not have the earphone, which cost us RM5 to rent one... So, we chose those movies which have subtitle. We took trains from Novena Square to Jurong East to meet up with Jin, and Wai Kit. That day, we went to Esplanade and took some photos... but the weather didn't allow us to stay long over there... it rained... we ran into the esplanade and discovered library@esplanade... We went to Bugis to have our dinner, and Desmond came to meet Jin after his work. Later on, we went to Clarke Quay for Ministry of Sound (MOS). Maybe we reached there too early... Maybe we don't know how to enjoy the musics... 4 of us felt boring... At first, Wai Kit alone went down to the dance floor. After that, I joined him... then Yvonne... No matter how, Jin just simply didn't want to join us... Hey, you know what... I saw a girl wearing tudung dancing beside me at the vibrating stage... walao...

2nd day:
We went to Sentosa Island... Hot Hot Hot... but Fun Fun Fun... haha... We had Merlion as our photos background. The Luge and Skyride was great, but too bad the duration was too short. We went for the Fort Siloso Tours, a place to story about Spore's history... Gosh, it was so tiring, and frightening. The sounds of ppl speaking or the sound effects always came out from nowhere... The area of this tour really huge... We went to Siloso beach for the 'S I L O S O' words... Like that one... =) The best was the Songs of the Sea. It was a mesmerising show featuring pyrotechnics, water jets, brilliant lasers, captivating musics and other dramatic effects. Oh ya, met Henry at Subway... so coincidence... Love the Daiso shop!!! Hope it has a branch in KL, if possible, also in Perth!!!

3rd day:
Yvonne and I went to NUS to pay a short visit with Wai Kit as our tour guide before heading to the Flyer and Orchard road. We had spent about 4 hours just only for the 30 minutes flyer. Stupid shuttle bus never arrived to the bus stop. Thus, wasted our time and we had to walked all the way from the city hall to flyer. Nevertheless, luck that we got to get the entire capsule just for the 2 of us... We had lunch in Takashimaya, and rush for the bus to Night Safari... Too bad the lion and tiger were sleeping... thought we could see tigers and lions walking around so near to us without the fencing... haha...

4th day:
It was time to go back... Had breakfast with Jin and Wai Kit before leaving to Novena Square to board our bus. When i reached at IBM building, i bought a cup of cookies and cream from glorea jeans to treat myself after the tiring 5 hours on the bus...

Board the bus...
Outside Esplanade
The sky was dark... gonna rain soooooonnn
In MOS
The construction has spoiled the scenery...
The Merlion behind us....

AT HOME

2008-06-26T10:01:00.003+08:00

Yea, NOW I'm at HOME typing this blog. I reached KL on Monday 9.25am. Hehe... at last i'm back in Msia. Hello PEOPLE!! =)

The 1st meal in Msia was 'Bak Kut Teh'. It tasted so delicious. Can never be compared with those in Perth, NEVER!! Not even other foods!!! The food here is so much delicious, and CHEAP!!! I eat and eat and eat, for sure i'll gain weight... i think the amount i've eaten within these few days was about the amount i used to take for a week in Perth.. wooo... haha...

Yesterday went to 1 Utama with yin. We sang K and did some shoppings. So happy when entered 1 U as at last I got to shop in a BIG shopping mall... so gan dong... In Perth, there are only one-floor shopping malls. So long did not sing K odi... We were so outdated, didn't really know how to sing those new songs. I was even worse, couldn't remember the rhythm for some parts of the songs that i used to sing... x[ There was something that I was shocked. There was no more unlimited ice-cream and drinks served!!! AND, the price has increased. =_= ... Planned to buy some cloths and shoes, but i realised that the quality of the clothes has dropped, especially for the padini concept store... the clothes are so thin and expensive (which means they don't worth that price)... eh, Wai Yee, go for another brand la!! Things changed within the 4++ months. Tho, bought some skin care products. Hey, Sis Flo, thanks for footing the bill!! Hehe... xp

I had my dinner with Yvonne, Lydia, Fun, Ben, and Henry (he didn't eat tho) in a chinese restaurant near MaxValu. So sad they forgot to text me...!!!! FUN, how dare you!!! Then, we went to Yvonne house. Hey, thanks for the Mango "sai mai lou". We took some photos and had a relatively short game in order to finish up the vodka... Walao, so fast the vodka caused the effect on Yvonne and me!!! I felt pening pening on the way henry fetching me home... only within 10 minutes I supposed... Couldn't really walk properly, but i had to walk properly so that my dad wouldn't realise I drank some alcohol... =p

a long list of stuff have to buy... spend again...

FINALLY... AT LAST...

2008-06-19T00:02:00.004+08:00

I'm free!!!! At last, I've finished my final exam!!! The major relieve is that I no need to study today!!! Yay...!!! Haha... I think the second relief is that I can sleep and wake up at whenever...!!! NOW, I can do whatever I wish to!!! Wait... wait... wait... Not a total free yet... I need to get my Pharm Project search result done first before I go back to Msia... Oh yeah, I'm going back to Msia!!! I can go shopping, movies, games, series, yam cha, and blah blah blah... hehe... these are those stuff that I didn't manage to enjoy fully!!! I have to satisfy my appetite for sure when I reach Msia. Over here, I have almost the same food for everyday... and the food here are so expensive... A meal that I have here is equivalent to about 3 NICE really nice meals in Msia...

I was so stressful during the study and exam weeks. Really stressed... Cried almost everyday... Luckily, ZK and Gynette were there to pull me up. Thanks alot, friends!!! Love you guys so much!!! Called my parents in between... aih... always make them worry about me, back from Msia... I'm not a good girl... but I'm so stressed... I have no way to relief myself...

I have no confidence at all for the final... This is really no good. I decided to bring back my notes to KL while waiting for the result... GOD, please let me pass my exam safely... please... just let me pass all my papers... just pass... I don't aim for As... just pass... please... also, to all my lecturers, be linear when marking, okay? Thank you...

Had a BBQ just now... So long never enjoy myself odi... Had a great gathering with friends and plan what to do and go for the next few days... but the existence of the pharm project has become a barrier in our planning... urgh... too bad... MUST get that thing done as soon as possible!!!

4 more days...

The "WEEK-14"

2008-05-28T19:43:00.004+08:00

Seems like i've abandoned my blog for more than a month, and i reckon i need to post something up... So, here i'm writing it.

Guess what, NOW, my 3rd year sem 1 is going to end soon... I'm in the last week, week 14. WHICH MEANS, I can see my final exam is waving to me, not far away... I have loads and loads of notes to study... Tho I like have studied most of them BUT I DON'T really remember them!!! What can I do?! Ishh... as usual, forcing myself to sit in front of the desk and study... Somehow, the hands are so itchy... the finger will go pressing on the 'power' of the laptop... then the next thing is watching series... =_=" Reality has pulled me back and ask me to STOP and it's ENOUGH FOR NOW...!!! Reluctantly, moving the mouse, pointing the cursor on the 'x' and click... I'm getting lazy at this critical time...

Really, the wish of going back home is growing, bits by bits. I feel suffocated living here. I, almost, have forgotten the meaning of enjoyment and the feeling of it. I feel so lonely. When leaving my room, I can see NOBODY. When i wan to get some1 to talk to, NOBODY (as every1 is studying). Everybody is doing their own stuff. I'M LIKE LIVING ALL BY MY OWN!! )-;

Grateful that my parents SMS me everyday. If not, I have no idea how i would have survived all the way thru for the past 3 months in perth. Happy when receiving Msges and calls from Yvonne. This has made me feel that I'm not forgotten. =)

After 3 months++ in Perth, the week 14 has arrived. Next week is my study week and followed by the final exam. God, please bless me and be on my side all the way thru... please, wake me up when i feel sleepy. Make my mind more alert when i'm stuck. Calm me down when i tense up. Comfort me when i miss home. Make me feel better when i'm down and crying... Thank You.

*Love you, Dad and Mom! I miss you!*

Day by Day... Minute by Minute

2008-04-16T17:58:00.002+08:00

Time passed pretty fast... i have not updated my blog with my new posts for a long time till a few of my friends complained about it... Yea, i should update my blog often to update you guys as well about my daily happenings... but really... my daily life is almost the same for EVERYDAY!!! The routine goes like this - Morning wake up -> lectures/tutorials/labs... then, maybe cook for dinner -> study/reports/assignments/webcaming with parents... -> then time for bed... I might go for groceries shopping occasionally... THIS IS MY LIFE IN PERTH!!!!

Some of my friends said that we can control our life and we are the one who choose how our life wanna be... but then, sometimes the work loads just don't allow you to do want you want!!! Now is even worse as more tests coming up, which means more stuff have to be done...

Somehow, still, friends and I sneak out from the sources of stress for a breathe of fresh air outside!!

p/s... plan to upload some photos in here but the stupid internet connection failed it... ishhhh...

Please, anyone, help me out!!! I'm a bit lose in my life!!
Miss home so much!!!
*sob sob*

Happy Easter

2008-03-24T13:38:00.004+08:00

Last Friday was Good Friday and yesterday was Easter. Thus, my uni is off for a week. This is a good news for me as i need not to wake up early in the morning to attend for lectures, tutorials, and labs. So, no increment on the weight of my workload... Yay... however, there are a bundle of studies, tutorial and notes have to been done. Gosh... >_< style="font-style: italic;">lazy worm...

On Friday... we had a real 'windows shopping' as the shops were closed in conjunction with Good Friday. We went to the city to have Dim Sum for our lunch. And, we went to Easy Way to have bubble tea. I had a bubble tea WITHOUT pearl... -_-" According to the lady there, she said the pearl had run out of stock odi... what kind of reason is this... BS!!! Somehow, i still bought it cause i was thirsty...

On Saturday, I went to city again with Gyn, Yin, Jai Ning, and Tasha. I bought a knit sweater while Yin and Gyn bought a pair of boots... Cool!!! hehe...

Yesterday was Gyn's birthday. We all went to habour town to celebrate her and hannah's bday. Hannah's big day is on coming Tuesday =) Lucky for me, i got to buy a pair of NIKE sneaker!! When i entered to the Nike factory outlet, i heard the promoters announced that there was 40% discount on all items and 50% for certain products. This promotion last for only an hour. I quickly went to grab and tRied on those shoes... At last, thanks Gyn for spotting it, I managed to buy this pair of shoes!!! Yay...!!!

Yesterday was a tiring day... after going to city for 3 days... Had a long chat with yin, stanley and zk before went to bed...

Have spent quite alot these days...
MUST save and stop buying if possible...
*sounds so impossible...
BUT, i promise i'll try my best!!*

MISS HOME...
CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK!!!
SEE YA ON THE END OF JUNE!!!

Get Rid Of It

2008-03-13T13:31:00.003+08:00

With the title, you guys might wondering what i want to get rid of... Yea.. many things i want to and i wish i could get rid of!!!!

FIRST and FOREMOST, i want to get rid of my homesickness and the feeling of loneliness far far away from me!!! I don't want either one of them!!! NO WAY!!! I wish i could stand up again with my strong feet!!

Secondly, i want to get rid of my laziness!!! I've been quite lazy these days... Lazying around... and pray hard that things would get it done by itself, which is TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE!!! So, I have to wake up!!! Yes, NOW!!!

Thirdly, my panic... i'm over panic and tension. I've been stressing myself so much, i think... as my friends said that i look so stressed!!! Yea, maybe... i easily get panicked and ended up i mess things up!! Really, I'm not steady enough... what can i do to stable myself on the ground??

Fourth, is my negative thinkings... yea, i like to think at the negative direction... and have a narrow area of thoughts... really sad... which i think this might be one of the causes that i easily get panicked... so, let's positive positive positive and positive... ++++++

Fifth, STOP DOING NON-IMPORTANT STUFF!!!! I always like to arrange my stuff... categorized them... i can do this for long hours!!! Darn!!! Besides, i don't know how to decide and differentiate the priority of matters!!! >_<"" BAD MANAGEMENT!!! Isshhh...

HOW can i get rid of them...?? Tell me... teach me... i need help!!!

I miss home very much!!! I wish I could go home NOW!!! YEA, I mean NOW!!!

*My nose is feeling 'sour'*
Can't breath in my room....

Classes Commenced!!

2008-02-25T19:38:00.001+08:00

Today was the commencement of my course... Gosh...it was so tiring!!! I had lecture at 8am, and so woke up at 6.30am... my eyes were like =_=... hadn't fully awaken... Well, I was actually 'fishing' during the lectures of today.

My first lab of Pharm Prac wasn't that bad after got so many advices from seniors and friends. Somehow, I was a little bit trembling when compounding... Goodness, Curtin Pharmacy Compounding lab doesn't supply droppers for us!!! Oh, this really has made the preparation so much more difficult!!! How are we going to make up to certain volume accurately without a dropper?? Especially in preparing those aliquot with small volumes. In here, we actually incorporate all the cream and the solid by triturating them all at once, unlike what we had been practicing back in Sedaya. Besides, it was so hard to extract certain volume using pipette. We have to control the volume using finger... this is time consuming!!!

My busy life has started. I wish I could go back for holiday!!!

Really, I still can't remember the direction clearly... God bless me!!

I miss my family... I miss home... I miss my friends... I miss M'sia food... I miss the shopping mallsss... I miss my room... I miss... I miss... I miss...

In Perth

2008-02-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!! I’m in Perth, Australia!! Honestly, I’m homesick and wish to go back home!!! Somehow, I suppose this is the time for me to grow up!! Hope that I can overcome it!!!

Today is my 5^th day leaving Msia. Within these days, I realize that actually there is something good about Msia. For instances, the Internet connectivity in Msia is so much better than that in Perth. Well, for most of you might think that the Internet connectivity should be better over here. Now, I have to prove you are wrong. Perth, though it is located in Australia but is so different from Sydney or Melbourne, provides limited connection. For like, now I’m having 3000MB to survive within 6 months by paying AUD 120.00, which is really expensive! And thus, I’m not going to upload those photos that I have taken to anywhere… unless I found a free wireless service. As I have to save my MB!! For now, I don’t see any service provide unlimited connectivity with an affordable price. On the other hand, we pay RM66 and get unlimited Internet connectivity.

For those who know me well enough know that I used to download stuff from internet, watch shows online and play online games. Now, with the limited connectivity, I have to stop myself from those entertainments. Besides that, supermarkets and shops over here are closed at about 6pm, which is so early, and lack of entertainment services. Hence, I have lost another entertainment. Gosh, I have no idea how my life gonna be when my course commences.

I had my 1^st birthday in Perth. Thanks for ALL my friends who actually planned a party for me. Really, I was so touched! I have to thank my friends for the wishes that you guys sent to me!! Thanks for calling me to wish!!! I really appreciate them! Thanks once again!! DH@MD, I’ll wrap the scarf around my neck when I feel cold to keep me warm!! Love and miss you guys!!!

Friends and I went to Swan River and met a lot of new friends!! Really, people over here are so nice and helpful!! Besides, we went to Frementle for fish and chips! The beach was beautiful!!

Oh ya, here’s my Australia mobile number : +614 25679888 (p/s: hey I registered in a shop named MO’S. you know what I’m referring to. =p )

Australia

2008-02-10T12:37:00.000+08:00

Today, tonight, I'm leaving off to Australia... The pass few days did the count down for the arrival of today... and now, the day of departure has come!!

How do I feel?? Many ppl had asked me the same question, and I had the same answer... which was "Mixed feelings I have. Excitement and worries."

Thanks everybody for your wishes!!! I'm sure that I'm gonna miss you all!!!

No more 'special meeting' with my Aunts... No more for my favorite M'sian food... No more ready-made things for me... No more... No more... No more... >_<"! Homesickness... gonna appear on me once I reach the airport... Gosh... no way!! I have to grow up!!!

I'm not sure how is the Internet connection in my future-staying place... It may delay me from updating my blog... So, sorry and thanks for being patient!! =)

Lastly, BYE BYE!!!

Happy CNY!!!

2008-02-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY!!! =)

Doraemon in the Office

2008-02-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! This is so cute and sweet!!! Can i have one of them??

New layout...

2008-02-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

Yea... change the layout after using the previous one for months...

I decided to use the image of this lonely character (it always shows loneliness..) because I'm leaving my 21-years-staying-with family, and my friends!!! I'm gonna miss you all... >_<" Doraemon............. please climb out from my desk drawer!!!!

with this door... i can go anywhere anytime...

Super Junior - Don't Don

2008-02-01T17:38:00.000+08:00

Note the violinist!!! He is Henry Lau, according to SJ fans... He is so yeng~~~!!!!! >_< Too bad... he appeared in the MV just for seconds only... ... HOWEVER, it is enough to draw my attention!!!

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Visa

2008-01-20T11:53:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, I got my visa application approved and NOW, i can enter to Australia whenever I want to!!!

I did my application online, with fear as I'm not sure whether I have answered the questions correctly or not... Just worried and afraid that I misunderstood the questions that were being asked. Printed out 2 sets of health-related forms as I decided to do my medical check up manually...

I went to the clinic which is located in Jalan Yap Kwan Seng, in the building of Ambank and just next to the Australian embassy, for my medical check up. Wow... pretty lots of people going for visa application check up over there... I spent about 2 hours to get everything done, which actually requires only about 20 minutes...

After the check up, thought that I could just sit back and wait for my application to be approved... who knows, the next day of my medical check up, I was informed that I was given a NEW CoE while the previous one has been CANCELLED!!! Woooooo... terrible man!!! I have to make an email to inform the officer about the changes!! Well, since i'm doing my application online, this is the only way for me to do the amendment. I was freaked out because i was so worried it would affect my application and delay it... I sent and received a few emails regrading my CoE amendment... Damn worried!!! Besides, I couldn't access to the page where I can check my application status at that moment.

Anyhow, my visa has been granted on the past Friday!! I was listed as "Applicant Approved"!!! Yay!! At last everything was done!!! The major problem had been solved!!! Thanks God!! It took me about a week to get my application approved. Hmm... they work with high efficiency!!! GOOD!! *thumbs up*

Here I come, Australia!!!

Public Speaking

2008-01-16T17:24:00.000+08:00

I had my first public speaking in my former school, St Mary during the last monday assembly... Well, frankly speaking, I was actually wanted to reject my teacher's, Pn Liew, request on sharing my experiences with st marians on the stage during the morning assembly... However, I couldn't say 'NO' because she kept on persuading me to nod my head... somehow, i thought it might be a good opportunity for me to stand on stage and talk to so many people. Then, I promised her and met the headmistress.

I was a bit lost in preparing my speech as it has been so long for me to write a proper and formal essay. I have to make sure no mistakes made and the way i express myself must be polite and so on... For this, I have to thank Aunty Lilian for helping me out and giving me guidelines!! Blink gave me a hand in expressing myself in a better way. This was what she helped me in:"Malaysian government always emphasizes on the important of the English language, and St Mary is one of the school that truely materializes its usage. For instance, my sister had always envied that my school magazines were in English as she wished that her school could provide her more chances to be exposed to the English!!". I have always wish that i could express myself good enough... just like her... Honestly, I didn't feel panic or any pressure on me after i got my written speech done... i took my time but not until the day of my speech itself. Hahaha... I use to be like that. Never feel panic until the very last minute. Both of my palms were cold. I was really afraid that i couldn't speak properly in front of so many people with their eyes staring at me. I wished I had used my time wisely to prepare myself well enough.

After headmistress had introduced me, all the eyes were focusing on me!! In my heart i said 'sh*t'!! I was so afraid to speak through the mic. Luckily, i got used to the system pretty fast and started to neglect the voice of mine through mic. Then I bla~~ everything out... Tried to make my words clear and less mistakes to be made. I felt so happy when i got responses from the students because this had proved that there were listening to me!! ^_^

Felt very proud and happy after the speech!! Really glad when teachers told me that I had a good speech!! Pn Liew got me some positive feedbacks from students as well!! Thank you very much!! Luckily i accepted this request, because i've obtained a valuable experience from this talk! It brought me bravery and confidence!! =)

Given by Pn Lim... =) A crystal bracelet!

Given by Ms Goh, the headmistress, as a token of appreciation. ^_^

Yay!! I'm so ecstatic with the outcome!! It has given me more than I thought!! Somehow, it helps me in preparing myself before leaving for Australia!! Thanks again, my beloved teachers!! Thanks for my friends, jin and fun who had helped me!!

Year 2008

2008-01-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

WELCOME YEAR 2008!!!

I have neglected and not updated my blog for days. I've been so lazy to type a post and prefer to stick my face onto my laptop for series and entertainment shows only. As those who've known me for quite some time should understand that I'm drama lover!! I can't imagine how am I going to survive in the world without Internet connection... I was freak out when one of my friends told me that she was informed that we might not be able to connect to the website other than the Uni site when we are staying in campus in Perth... Oh... it should not happen to me... oh please... I have to check out whether it is true or not...

Okay, I've missed out the post for the Christmas eve, Christmas celebration, and New Year eve... However, i have no intention to make up the missed out posts as there is no point for me to write those 2007 happenings while now is already a brand new year 2008!!! Nevertheless, I was really happy and enjoyed.

Oh... I've lost my words again... I don't know what to write... Ah, okay... I've just finished watching a japanese drama (14才の母 - 14 Years Old Mother) recently which was recommended by Lydia. It was really meaningful and so touching... Gosh, it made me cried... You can see the bond between family members are so strong and so important. You can see how important is our family as when we're having problems, they are those who help us. You can see that the love of parents to their children, and also between siblings. And so on...

TAGGED

2007-12-29T18:18:00.000+08:00

Tagged... by Kells

1. What is your dream during your childhood?
To be the richest person.

2. You prefer rainy day or sunny day? and why?
Sunny day. So that I can have some outdoor activities...

3. What colour do you like most?
It depends... Probably sky blue... or the combination of black and white?

4. What is the last thing you would tell a person you love?
*silent*

5. Which place in the earth do you want to go the most?
I wish to go to Japan since i was a child...

6. What would you do when you are in deep sadness?
Cry... keep quite and want to be alone.

7. What are you afraid of losing your life?
Faith... trust... confidence...

8. If you ever meet someone that you love, what would you do to her/him?
Well, i suppose i'll treat him differently compared to the others..

9. List out 3 good points of the one who tagged you.
Active, Smart, Confident

10.What is the thing that you regret most?
Too many...

11. Which type of person you hate most?
Lier!! Two faces!!

12. What is your ambition?
I never have a very clear ambition... always being shaky...

13. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad.
bad behavior.... ?

14. If a genie appeared in front of you, what would you ask for?
Can I have the power to make all my wishes come true?

15. Have you ever watched a movie alone in cinema? If yes, how did you feel?
Nope till now...

16. What is the most important thing in your life?
Family.

17. When do you wish to settle down?
When i have enough of what i want... =)

18. Outer attractiveness or inner attractiveness, which one do you prefer?
Both... however, inner has more preference...

19. If you ever want to let go something in your life, what would it be?
My bad-tempered!!

20. Love and Money, which one do you prefer?
Money... we need money to survive... =_=

Tagging.....
- ZK
- Hannah
- Zhifong
- K. Wai Yee
- Michelle Lau
- Wan Yin
- Wan Ling
- Li Teen

For those who are being tagged, you need to answer 20 questions (choose any 19 questions from the one who has tagged you, and add 1 question of your own). Send it to at least 8 bloggers and you will get all the blessing from everyone. You can't tag the one who has tagged you.

Flying

2007-12-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

Wow... it has been such a long time after my last post... well, i feel like i have been doing the similar things everyday... so nothing really special to write about, serious.

Previous few weeks, i was busy settling my payments for my third year study in Curtin, Perth Aus. The currency rates made me headache... ups and downs, and different between banks... Tell you ppl out there, don't ever buy aus dollar from M**Bank!! It has a higher exchange rate for AUD!!! AND also the processing fee. I can see the amount of RM used to pay my AUD tuition and accommodation fees are really huge!!! >_< Gosh, i can feel the invisible pressure on me!!

After that, we had to send all the documents and banker cheques to Curtin before 20 Dec 07... Really, over there, the uni off from 2o dec 07 to 7 jan 08... so everything have to be settled fast. If not, trouble.

What's now? Start preparing my luggage... what to bring, not to bring... what to buy, or can be bought later in aus... which to bring, but not this or that... arghhh... so many things have to prepare... have to try to get them bought before the sales end so that i can save a little here and there... as you know, i gonna spend AUD later... =_=" ha..ha... Btw, for those you are in overseas for study, how did u pack ur luggage?? can teach me or give me some advices? Oh... i'm not good in deciding what SHOULD be put into my 30kg-limited luggage...

Friends and I have decided to leave Msia on 10th FEB 08... which is the 4th day of CNY... a day before my chinese B'day... 3 days before my Birth date... >_< 不知该高兴还是伤心。。。 hopefully everything goes smoothly...

Enjoying~~

2007-12-03T20:06:00.000+08:00

Hey, sorry for not updating my blog recently... I was busy in planning activities for my holiday... You know, I'm not working at the moment as my mother ~~never~~ hasn't nagged me about that, which she used to do so whenever I'm having holiday. This time, she asks me to enjoy... so, why not?

Going out with friends for shopping, movies, lunch, dinner, and yam cha... I go out almost everyday... haha... perhaps I want to compensate the staying-at-home during the final exam period. Well, I've watched the Stardust and The Enchanted. The Stardust was similar to narnia, talking about the magical world... I supposed it is more favored by ladies? Yea, this is what i think... On the other hand, for The Enchanted, it was another fairy tale... Maybe i can say it is a combination product of those classic fairy tales like Snow White and the Seven Dwarves, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty and the Little Mermaid. Meeting through singings or voices, nearly killed by poison apple, waken up by the true love, left one of the shoes over, and so on... If you think the story would be boring, then you are wrong!! It was funny and creative!! Love the Pip who had contributed the funniest part of the movie!! :-) Give a try on another happy-ever-after story... ^_^ and find out who is the Pip!!
Went to Pavillion KL and I supposed I will not pay next visit for a while... Gosh, the products sold over there are darn expensive... Well, they are out of range. Besides, the parking fees are so high as in half an hour cost us 1 bug... which means 2 bugs for an hour... T_T Please... i'm still a student, can't support this rate of expenses... I had my lunch in Yo! Sushi which is selling western style of sushi in an expensive price... never going to enter that shop again myself, unless with parents... xp I bought the famous Donuts from J. Co... and also the beard papa... I've spent alot during the shopping in Pavillion but unbelievably, Gyn didn't buy anything... hmmm... she has improvement in her self-control, uh? hehe... Never forget, thanks for the drive!! :) Today, my purse lose its weight...
Aiks... i was being my dad's driver whenever i have no activity for the day... drive him to Kuala Selangor, Sepang, Sungai Besi... Today was Sepang... my eyes nearly closed when i was driving... so tiring!!! @_@ I've driven to Kuala Selangor twice... and the third drive is coming soon... =_=

Return TVXQ! Anime

2007-11-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

This is the Korean version... Let me know if anyone gets the English version one... The English version is cuter!! Believe me!!! Right, Stef and Sam?

TVXQ

2007-11-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

Never imagine that i was attending TVXQ second Asian tour concert yesterday night. Asked by a friend whether I would like to accompany her to the concert and i said No to her because i don't have a real interest into them and the most superior reason for the no is the ticket is expensive, as for me. Then a few days before the day of the concert, i got free tickets from Jacky, though it's free standing area, i got a little bit excited! xp... hehe.. since it's free and i get to see handsome guys on stage, why not? XD

My cousins really craze after them. They bought RM 500 seats and some of them arrived in Stadium Merdeka since 3pm while the concert only started at 8pm... Gosh, can you see their passion towards them?!

The concert started at around 8.10pm, which could be considered quite puncture... as you know, M culture... I got the free standing area and so, my legs were so tired!! Well, i was standing at the side and quite far away from the stage... So, i had to watch the screen to get a better view... can't demand so much since the tickets were free...

I think the concert was great and creative!!!There were fireworks and fire, which these had explained to me why the concert was held outdoor!! :p There were video clips or short stories before almost each songs. Some of them were cute and funny while some were cool!! I love the most was the anime!! The 5 of them were in Q version!! Really cute!! They went to a fun fair to play those games... one by one they approached and these words appeared, one by one:
- Expensive
- So expensive
- Really expensive
- Extremely expensive
- Never think about it...
These are funny!! I love this anime... If anyone got it, could you please send me?? I would like to keep one for myself!! Thanks!!

Left the concert at about 10.15pm, while they were singing the encore to escape for being trapped in the jam... :-)

Erm... well, though they are not my favorite, i enjoyed the concert!!! :-)

The souvenir from Martell

Night Outing

2007-11-24T12:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to ZOUK (my first visit to it) with Yvonne, Gyn and Yin. I've met new friends Kiwi and Kai Shin (sp?). Nice to meet you guys! And never forget, we met Albert, Yvonne's cousin. :-) Thanks Ben for the drive!!! So sorry that you couldn't enter and hope you did enjoy the movie!

Gain a new experience in ZOUK. Watched some fashion shows with samsung mobile phones and shoes... and some games...

After that, we all went to have something to fill our empty stomach with dumpling and tomato mee... :-) The mee was delicious!!

Later we went to have a movie, The Kingdom. Surprisingly, I met Joshua in TimeSquare... Walao... you came from so far to KL to watch movie??!! Geng!! The movie was so scary... I was so frightened the parang knife would cut off his neck... So sad the good guy was killed at the end... Why the terrorists just can't stop the bloody killing? Even they are dying, they will still ask their next generation to continue their 'wish'... Can't they stop killing? Why they start the killing at the very first place? I supposed GOD never asks us to kill people, right? BUT, they think it's a glory of GOD... WHY?! I don't understand and i can never understand.

SH*T!! PEACE!

A Student Exam-Life?

2007-11-22T15:10:00.001+08:00

New school semester:

At the first week:

At the second week:

Before the mid-term test:

During the mid-term test:

After the mid-term test:

Before the final exam:

Once know the final exam schedule:

7 days before final exam:

6 days before final exam:

5 days before final exam:

4 days before final exam:

3 days before final exam:

2 days before final exam:

1 day before final exam:

A night before final exam:

1 hour before final exam:

During the final exam:

Once walk out from the exam hall:

After the final exam, during the holiday:

Have a nice day!!

The Langkawi Trip

2007-11-21T17:36:00.000+08:00

Yea, had a fun trip to Langkawi!!!

We left KL for Langkawi on the last day of examination itself...
Without complaining about tiredness... -_-"
which had been accumulating for 3 weeks...
Never say NO to enjoyment!! xp
hehe...

Well, I don't have the photos of the trip...
WHY?
I didn't bring camera.
I haven't collected those photos from my friends...
... ...

The trip was really fun!!
Was drunk at the first night.
Talking nonsense...
kept on laughing...
Couldn't walk properly and fall down...
supposed my friends wanted to knocked me out!!
I was so noisy...
paiseh...
No more alcohol for the next day...
Coz, got pink rashes...
:-(

Waterfalls
Cables
Seven wells (?) (cheated by the signboard, didn't get to see even one of the wells...)
Beaches
Banana boat
Beach Volley ball
Aquarium

Bought alot of chocolate from coco valley...
really alot i've bought...
but not liquor... T_T
A bag full of Choco... darn heavy...
but only a few were for myself...
... ...

A better description about this trip
and
some photos to view...
click
HERE
:-)

Had a fun trip!!
Really!

Hey Amanda,
next time we must continue ours 0, 5, 10, 15 n 20!!
xp

the FINAL

2007-11-20T22:49:00.001+08:00

Oppss... Sorry for not updating my blog for such a long time... Actually, I've finished my final examination of year 2 on 14 Nov, Wednesday. On that day itself, friends and I went to Langkawi for a 4 days 2 nights trip... ^_^

Pharmaceutics 200
Why the duration was changed to 2 hours?? I DO need 3 hours!! I supposed all of us had not enough time to finish up the paper... The paper was unusually tough!! Gosh, I'm so worried about it... I did alot of mistakes as i, sort of, was rushing to answer all the questions... >_< HELP!!!

Pharmaceutical Chemistry 200
Another no-eye-see subject after Pharm 200... Can't imagine what will happen to it as well... what should i do? We got to know there are 2 to 3 students failed... Oh no... GOD bless me, please... -.-

Chemotherapy 224
This subject, should be okay. Curtin, please approve it...

Pharmacology 224
I had written whatever i remember... Paclitaxel!!! How could i forgot how it acts as anti neoplastic drug?!! Arrrrhgghhh!!!!

Pharmacognosy 224
Curtin, please aprrove our result... i think i did this paper better than the others... so... should be alright... :-)

The official result of ours will be released on early of December... So, friends, please pray hard for me... I WANT TO GO AUS NEXT YEAR!!!

What's next

2007-10-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

Pharmacology assignment
Pharm 200 Lab theory test
Pharmacognosy Lab test

I need more glutamate synthesis in my hippocampus!!

Currently in Week 12,
LAST week of lecture.

Next week is week 13.
It is the study week.

Week 14 is coming.
MY FINAL EXAMINATION WEEK!!!

大家一起加油吧！！

Pray hard... God bless me... Pray hard... God bless me... Pray hard... God bless me... Pray hard... God bless me...

牛仔很忙MV

2007-10-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

Why?!

2007-10-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

Why courses' schedules are different among everybody?! WHY?!

Why when I'm having holiday, most of you are busy with your studies and examination?! WHY?!

Why when I'm busy with studies and examination, you guys are having holiday?! WHY?!

Why the time can never be matched among us?! WHY?!

Sorry for saying 'NO' when you asked me out. I'm wish to join you guys very much, but I cannot make it... )-;

WHY?!
I really bo song!!!

周杰伦牛仔很忙之无花果

2007-10-14T00:24:00.000+08:00

Came across this and the song is quite nice... :-)

Enjoy!

checklist

2007-10-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

checklist on entering to restless world...

Pharm 200 Scientific report x2
Pharmacognosy assignment
Pharmacognosy presentation
Pharmacology test II
Pharm Chem Practical Lab test
Pharmacology assignment

ALL DUE IN NEXT WEEK!!! >_<

Doraemon, I need you. Where are you? Can you borrow me an equipment to freeze the time?? Can you suck away ALL my sleepiness with your magical gun??

Away

2007-09-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

Yep, I've been away from blogging for quite some time... The reasons for me not updating my blog are:

I'm lazy to type a post after those lab reports and assignment.
I'm not in the mood of typing a post.
Lack of ideas to write on.

After been awhile, I think I should write something in my blog.

I had a meeting up with some of my friends, who I have not seen them for so long. Firstly, Michelle. She came back from UK months ago but had to stay in Spore due to work. After coming back to Msia for a few weeks, she's now back to UK for her new semester. Her next coming will be on June next year... Gonna miss her so much...

Attended Rachel's 21st birthday and housewarming party!! Gosh, I LOVE her new home!! It is so beautiful!!! There was an interesting singing performance by her friends!! Applauses!! The show was so so funny and creative!! Oh ya, her party theme was white and some of her friends wore lab coats to suit her theme... (-__-|||)

In the party, i got to meet Chuan, Henry, Stella and Yoke Sim. Hey, long time no see!!! :-) Henry, as usual, the photographer. Busy taking photos here and there. Chuan, ermm... a little bit quiet but he did cutey faces. Chatted with Stella and Yoke Sim, and realised we actually came from the same primary school! -forgotten-

Never forget, DH (gonna change this name as there is one of us no longer suit that) got meet up!! It had been so long since the last meet up with the full attendance of 5!! Always, there'll be lack of one or two... just like in the Rachel's party. We had a great pillow talk!! All of us had different stories to be shared among us!! We always have endless topics to talk about! Somehow, time passed real fast during happy time. We couldn't stay long due to the next-day classes. Looking forward to our next outing!!!

Photos were taken but not with me at the moment.

Now, week 8 had passed. The beginning of week 9 is here. Week 12 is the last. Gosh, everything comes together. Reports, assignment, presentations, tests... all, everything, is given during these few weeks... Why? I have to rush rush and rush for the deadline... No good.

Anyung hoesaiyor~~

2007-09-18T16:11:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday, My sis and her BF brought my bro and I to have our dinner in a Korean restaurant. Well, I have been to Korean restaurant but not as traditional as the one we went. The restaurant was decorated with so Korean + Modern style. The boss and staff are all Korean... Most of the customers visited were Korean as well. The spoons and chopsticks provided were made of metal, just like those we saw in the Korean drama. Frankly speaking, they were a little bit heavier and the chopsticks were flat in shape, unlike those that we used to use.

That meal had cost us RM 143.00 for a Kimchi pai, 2 x BBQ pork, 1 x BBQ cuttle fish, and 1 x BBQ chichken. Wa... for me, I think it is very expensive.

The Korean Restaurant...
The entrance of the restaurant
The deco...
1 + 2
3 + 4
The BBQ
The KimChi n' Side dishes
KAMSAHAMIDA! :)

p/s: sorry, wrote a few Korean words here but not sure whether or not they were written correctly... hehe...

In the Lab

2007-09-15T21:16:00.000+08:00

I've been away from updating my blog for a few days. Besides busy with studies, I'm after drama as well... Haha... I'm still taking my own sweet time for the next chemotherapy mid term test. This is definitely NO GOOD. Last Tuesday, I had my very first test on this semester, Pharmacology. I'm so regret that I DID NOT follow the tips given by Mr. Saleem as those tips were covering almost all the topics. So, I just studied everything without really focusing in any of those topics. When I got the questions paper, I felt that I was so stupid that I never pay any attention to those tips. Therefore, what I could do was, Tried My Best to fill in the blank in the answer sheets. Sob... Sob... From this experience, I got to know that tips from Mr. Saleem can be trusted. >_<

Last Thursday we had Pharm Chem lab. Almost every lab session of this subject, we need to perform TLC method. This is really time-taking process. Always, we had to stay up for just waiting for the mobile phase to move up and reach its destination. While waiting for the result, we had photo taking and chatting session. I supposed photo taking and chatting are not allowed during lab session, am I right not?? However, since the lecturer did not say anything to stop us, we continued our happy hour in the lab.

Busy

2007-09-09T11:04:00.000+08:00

Now study is getting busier... Can't enjoy myself with series, movies, and shopping that much anymore... Have to put my head in the books and assignments! Tests are coming soon as well...

I have to stop and control myself from watching that much of series! >_<"

GAMBATEH!!

A Brand New Look

2007-09-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went for a photo shooting in Jusco Metroprima. Well, for this, i have to thank Aunty Eli for the voucher!!! She bought Shisheido products and got 2 vouchers redeemed. She had taken one and gave the other one to me as both of her daughter didn't want to take.

He, yep... was a he, helped me to make up. He spent for about 50 minutes on my face. You know what, he is so handsome and only aged 24 years!! Haha... but, somehow, many of my friends, my sister, and my cousins said that he must be a gay as usually those guys that work in this area are gay... Arhgg... wasted if he's really a gay... hopefully not. Frankly, he is really good in eye making up. He spent the longest time on the eye parts. One thing i really wish i could ask now, that is What type of Mascara he used?? It was so difficult to be removed!!! -_-" After that, i got my hair done with simple styling.

Next I proceed for photo shooting... Haha... that was my first time taking this kind of shooting... The photographer posed me as if i was like a statue... it was so funny... I took about 17 photos and i had to choose only the best among them. When i scanned through the photos, i was so shocked because my face was so so so BIG!!!! >_< NO WAY!!! Other than that, i looked so mature. No good.

Anyhow, i had a fun experience!!! ^_^

Recently...

2007-08-26T13:45:00.000+08:00

Jay's Secret, it has made me to have the passion to play my fingers on the piano again. I have not really practiced to play a song for about two years... Well, in between this 2 years, of course I did play the piano but only last for a while... *like for half an hour?* This time is different, totally different. I was practicing one of the musics played by 湘伦 & 小雨 in the Secret movie. ZK and I have a commitment between us... One day, we gonna play this song together... Haha... Ermm... well, the notes of this songs aren't that difficult, just the speed does matter... So, ZK, you wait for me ya?? I need more time for practicing. As you know, my fingers are rusted enough to play piano... hehe...

So many things have to be completed and yet i'm taking my own sweet time. Notes given are getting more and more and i still prefer to click on crunchyroll website and spend hours in front of my laptop. Test for Pharmacology is coming soon and I still am not studying... Aikss... have to control myself... I think I'm addicted to shows, series, and movies; just like those addicted to Nicotine?

Friday, 3 emulsions were made. Now my right hand palm muscles was aching. You can't imagine how much of force we had to apply and time to mix the oil and water together by using mortal and pestle. 4 hours lab session, i supposed 3 hours were used for mixing... Wet Gum Method: Time + Energy taking process. Dry Gum Method: Speed concerning process. Incorporation of emulgent: Wetting of emulgent with boiling water. Anyhow, making emulsion is a tiring thing. There are 2 more lab session on preparing emulsion... *Why there are so many methods on preparing emulsion?*

>_<

周杰伦 - 不能说的秘密

2007-08-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

Who ever hasn't watched Jay's 'Secret', DON'T CLICK ON THOSE VIDEOS!!! They are showing some parts of the movie...

斗琴片段

湘伦小雨四手联弹

湘伦小雨四手联弹 Piano Score

Hey, I have found《不能說的秘密》鋼琴琴譜...!! WANT to have a hand on the piano? You may leave a msg. The scores have to be read by Overture.

Escape...

2007-08-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

Feel so tired every minute
Guess enjoyed too much during the one month break...
Seriously
I still can't adapt the busy life, yet...
Get exhausted easily
Start yawning when studying...
Lack of ideas on reports

I'm getting so so tired
Want a more relax life than anything else...
Only the 2nd week of lecture
3 reports have been given,
and another one is coming...
So, total up, FOUR!
Not again...

Physically, mentally...
Exhausted...
But, still I have to bear with it
Because this is my life
AND
the life that I have to go through...

Had a mind of thinking on
"How to Escape from This Life?"
Stress
Pressure
Deadline
Hectic
PASS!!!

Just How Sleep-Deprived Are You?

2007-08-09T19:04:00.000+08:00

DO YOU OFTEN DOZE??

Came a across a link in ZK's post, and clicked on it and answered 8 quick questions. The next minute, i got my result on "Just How Sleep-Deprived Are You?"

MY RESULT :

Your answers to the Epworth Sleepiness Test indicate you may be significantly sleep-deprived. You may wish to consult with your physician to discuss futher investigation.

One common cause of daily grogginess is obstructive sleep apnea, a condition in which breathing stops for several seconds during sleep. The cut-off in air and oxygen stress the heart, brain and other organs and can continually jolt people awake - a risky, exhausting syndrome.

你是我心内的一首歌

2007-08-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

Sunway Lagoon

2007-08-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

Gyn, Yin2, W. Yin, ZK and I, the 5 of us went to Sunway Lagoon to have fun!!! We met up at about 10.30am and wandered around while waiting for the ticket counter to open at 11am. Thought of can be the first comer, but there were people, i think they were foreigners, already queued up at the counter!! Seemed like everyone couldn't wait to feel the fun waiting inside!

We bought the tickets with 20% discount. This had to thank to ZK who got the voucher! :-) Got to save some money here! First of all, we went to have our clothes changed before we started our play. We went for the amusement park first. We played the Galleon, which we thought it wouldn't be too scary and warmed us up. Who knew, it turned 360 degrees, very slowly. IT WAS SCARY! >_<" Next, we went for the Lost City of Gold. It was nothing. We should start with this! The Grand Canyon River Rapids wet us up. ZK, you were so lucky that twice the water shot at you! LoL!!

We went to have our lunch in "Wang" restaurant. We had Kaya Butter toast and Tea. Both were so sweet, and the hot Milo as well. Haha, maybe they knew we were going to spend a lot of energy later! It was raining after our lunch, but we didn't really care about it. We headed towards to the counter to rent tubes for our following games. If our parents knew that we were playing in the rain, what was their reaction going to be?! Nah, forget about it. We went into the Zambezi River, Jeffrey's Bay, and Mali Cove.

ZK and I paired up for the Cameroon Climb. We were stuck at the higher point which we needed to apply some forces to slide back down. There was no water. No wonder others were stuck as well. Next, we went for the African Pythons and we chose the all-covered one. It was really dark inside and we totally have no idea when was the turning and what was ahead us. Great!For the open-air one, somehow the speed of sliding was reduced at the turning point. Not really fun. Here came my favorite game, Congo Challenge. You need to slide down by holding a mat in this game! If there were not so many people queuing for it, I would play more than twice! The Kalahari Kids we went and I sat in the pool, waited for a big tong of water to be filled and poured onto me... The force was so great!

We had dinner in Shushi King. Thanks Yin2 as we got to save some money here as well! Had a simple shopping before we left Sunway. Always, used to have a second round. We had a drink in Old Town in Aman Puri. Xp Oh ya, friends, the Fresh Lemon Juice wasn't that 'fresh' as it had coffee taste with it!! yucks... =_="

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollow

2007-07-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

This is the seventh and the last book of Harry Potter. It has been ten years from the released of the first to the seventh! In this book, all the mystery and confusion is revealed and explained. Everything is made very clear, esp in the chapter 33 and 34!! A mix feeling I had when reading.

I, all the while, had been misunderstanding Severus Snape!? He, actually, was a good guy?! He was the spy for Dumbledore to stay beside Voldemort, and ended up he was killed by Voldemort... I felt so sorry for him... He loved Lily, Harry's mother, and he, actually, protected Harry for her!! All people around him, esp the members of the Order and Harry, hated him so much!! Oh, this is so sad... Nobody realized what he had done in the helping to defeat Voldemort, except Dumbledore, not until after his death. AND, everybody thought he was the one who killed Dumbledore. True, Dumbledore was killed by Snape, but it was a planned murder which Dumbledore wanted Snape to end his life when he was actually dying. Dumbledore had hided so many secrets! Anyhow, he was a wise man, indeed!! He always to have his guesses to be good!

Can't be denied, many people died in this book... Mad-eyed, Fred, Dobby, Lupin, Tonks, Snape... and many more. Oh ya, i have to mention this, Kreacher treated Harry as a master, at last!! Neville had been a brave guy this time! Luna was a special lady, and i think she was cool. Draco had been quite good this time.

Well, i knew the ending before i finished reading it. Newspaper, TV news, and radio stations were discussing on the ending of the seventh book, the last word said by one of the characters, and so on after the release of the book. I failed to escape from these and hence, i took my time to read it since i wasn't in hurry to know the ending anymore. However, when came to almost the end, still, i was so excited and finished reading it one shot.

GOOD BOOK~!

YOGA

2007-07-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

First of all, I have to thank Gyn. This is because she invited me to the Yoga Zone to have Pilates trial class...

The duration of the class was one hour. Before the class started, i was so excited because this was my first time for attending a Yoga class. At the end of the class, the whole body of mine was exhausted and sweat heavily... I couldn't walk down the stairs properly as my legs were like not belongs to me anymore. Have to walk real slow... Gyn said that i was so unstable when walking... lol...

I supposed every muscle in my body contains lactic acid in high concentration, and tomorrow, for sure, i'm going to get muscle ache!!! >_< After attending the yoga class for that one hour, i realised that my neck muscle really weak!!! Those positions or actions that involved neck muscle, i couldn't do them well. Aiks... now my neck is aching already. No need to wait for tomorrow... x_x

Well, although yoga is tiring, but i'm enjoying it!! :-) It was a good opportunity for me to work out on Yoga, and, indeed, it was an interesting experience!! I start to like Yoga!!!

Does resting help in reducing the oxygen debt in body and converting the lactate back to pyruvate??

Kajang Trip

2007-07-25T16:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after my moral presentation, Yin, Gynette and I went to ZK's house in Kajang. She promised to bring us to have a delicious lunch in her living area. Joshua joined us a bit later and he was the only guy there... Oh ya, nice to meet you, Amanda.. :-)

Six of us all together had a 'tour' around Kajang when we were following ZK's car towards our lunch place where she herself wasn't so sure about the direction... Yin said she was so hungry and had illusion already... haha... funny... At last we reached the destination, safely and on time... xp It was a restaurant located just beside a temple... The food that we ate was something like 'Bak Kut Teh' but the soup was different. We ordered fungi type of food mainly. We were trying to sort out the name for those fungi, esp. for the 'Bao Yu Gu' and the 'Gai Yok Gu'... haha... guess we could differentiate between them pretty well by now... lol... The soup was sort of pepper soup and it was so delicious to drink, but after drinking, so many spoons... ... ... it was hot!!! Thus, i emptied a many cups of ice tea to soothe the heating feeling... haha... Eventually, i was bloated after that meal...

We stayed at ZK's house for chatting... We talked about ghost stories, again... We had endless stories about this, and this time we had Amanda to join us and had new stories... haha... We were all so frightened. Yin was scared by ZK who came slowly and quietly behind her, and all of us were frightened by yin's screaming!!! LoL!!! All of us was so afraid yet we enjoyed listening and telling G stories... haha.... Oh ya, we grabbed the chance to look through ZK's photo albums!!! Since her primary age photos!!! :-) You were too skinny last time. Now is just nice, and prettier!!! ^_^

Well, after the Kajang Trip, Gyn, Yin and I have had not enough of talking. We went to Kopi Street at Metroprima. Gosh, the environment there was so much alike to the Old Town!!! Very much alike!!! I once thought i went into Old Town instead of Kopi Street... We had another session of conversation... Sigh... the three of us have endless topics to talk and gossip about...

I had an enjoyable and tiring day!!! Okay, ZK, now it is your turn to have a 'Kepong Trip'. xD

Overture

2007-07-20T10:33:00.000+08:00

I had been having a problem in installing the latest Overture 4.0 version. I download the software from many sources, yet, still the same error message appeared when i open that installed software. I totally had no idea why and what was wrong. I tried to download and install in other computers, the same thing happened. I had been trying to use this program since it was released... Guess there were a few months already...

Until the day before yesterday, when I nearly gave up to install it, I accidentally came a across a message that was left in a forum regarding the same problem encountered by others and the solution. It said "Try to change the file name so that no Chinese word as a part of the name..." Then I made up my mind to try the one last time. Guess what, after I deleted the "中文版", which appeared automatically when installing, from the file name, the program could be used successfully!!!! Gosh, just because of "中文版" these 3 Chinese words, I used up so much of time in figuring out what was the problem and nearly gave up. When one's installing some softwares, usually one doesn't change the file name and click 'Next'... right? Duh...

Just wanna share with you guys, Overture is a software that can be used to read, play and compose piano scores!!! Well, i suppose it has more features than what i had stated... Unfortunately, the latest version of Overture 4.0 is only available in Chinese version while the English version is only available for the version before that, ie Overture 3.6. Well, for your information, those scores that are composed by using Overture 4.0 can be only read by 4.0 version and not others. But, it can read the scores made by older versions. :-)

If you have the interest of using the Overture 4.0, you may click here for the download. For those who wish to have the English version (sorry, not the latest version), you may leave your email address and I shall send to you through mail. Please make sure your mailbox is big enough to receive about 6MB file. Thank you.

My Laptop

2007-07-18T10:24:00.000+08:00

After reformatting my laptop, I encountered quite a number of problems. I never reformat a computer or laptop myself before. This was my first time doing this. After using the recovery CD, i realized that there are still many softwares that i need to install them!!! Gosh, i never knew this! When i inserted the CD, there were a long list of programs shown in the screen which i have no idea what were they. Their file names were so similar and made me so confused which were those that i needed to install. Anyhow, i simply clicked on, almost every, setup.

After doing so, my laptop got no sound. Sh*t! I have to go through all the confusing setup again to check which one i had missed. Basically, i installed everything again because i had no idea which one I'd missed... After that, i downloaded MSN, NJStar, and so... Then lastly the Media Player Classic (mpc). MPC gave me a big headache in which it couldn't work properly. I tried to download different pack and version and install them, yet the problem wasn't solved. I had spent about a week, only then this problem was solved yesterday!!!! I don't know why this pack of MPC is working but no the other because as i know they're all the same... weirdo...

Oh yea, my laptop couldn't read chinese even though i've downloaded NJStar. It used to auto-detect the chinese words but not after the reformatting... asked Jin how she fixed this problem and i followed the same way but it didn't work for my laptop as it needed the windows XP service pack 2 CD, which wasn't needed by her laptop. I looked all over for that particular CD but not found... Ah... whatever, i tried to use the recovery CD... and yes, i worked!!

Felt so happy and successful after i did formatting by myself, and install everything by myself. Well, for others, it may be just fingertips, but for me, it seems like i have done something tough!!! Now, at least i know how to deal with my laptop. So, when i'm in Australia in the future, i could do the reformat by myself!!! YES!!! I DID IT!!! xp

Harry Potter

2007-07-17T10:43:00.000+08:00

Watched Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix... First time watching a movie in Premiere Class cinema. I was enjoying being served with drinks during the movie without the need for us to queue up and wait for our orders ready. Just go to the counter, make the order and pay, you'll be served later... the seats were so comfortable!! I was seriously enjoying the time!!!

Ok, back to the Harry Potter. Well, it should be a good movie for those who has not read the book. The movie ended everything pretty fast. So many parts were not included in the movie... esp. on the explanation about the prophecy by Prof. Dumbledore to Harry. And, in the story, Sirius gave a 'mirror' to Harry, which could connect him and Harry. According to the book, Harry never used the mirror to contact with Sirius when he had the picture of Sirius was being tortured by You-Know-Who. Hence, he blindly went to the department of ministry to save Sirius... I supposed reading the book would be more interesting!!! :-)

The seventh book of Harry Potter is released on the 21st of July 2007, ie coming Saturday. I'm looking forward for it!!! Wondering whether can i finish it within a week, before my semester starts? xp

Mini Gathering...

2007-07-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

Had a very mini gathering which only 4 of us in Bamboo restaurant near Carrefour Metroprima. First of all, i supposed i should apologize to Fun, ok, and Jasmine as well who was the surprise guest... I promised to arrived there at 8pm but only appeared at 9pm... Sorry for an hour late cause I had to returned books to Lydia...

We had a great time to chat!! Luckily that Rachel brought her camera so that we could take down our memorable time!!! We shared our happenings... and I kept making Jasmine worried about her relationship because her BF is in UK, and her studies as well. Because she is too carefree. Somehow, Rachel was there to balance up my words with positive says... LoL!! Thus, she teased me back on my problems. Aiks... Still remember, before we were leaving, we hugged each other. When it was our turn to hug, she stepped on my foot before hugging me... This was a funny scene. I kept on complaining and yet she kept on laughing there... Overall, we were really enjoyed! Hope to have this kind of gathering again, esp with those long-time-no-see friends!!! ^_^

Holiday~~

2007-07-06T17:54:00.000+08:00

I'm currently having my term break. I supposed I've been fully spending my time... On Tuesday, I was attending the moral class, then straight to my friend's house to get the visual board done. For the whole day, we tried hard to get the content done without the report which was handled by the other members. Hence, we designed the board first and think some points for the contents. We dismissed the discussion when we were stuck and decided to continue on the next day.

On Wednesday, we gathered in the morning and wish to get it done as soon as possible. As we wished, we finished the contents at about 1pm. W. Yin went back after getting it done while I stayed back for Transformer. Yin2, her brother and I went to Jusco Metroprima for that movie!!! During the queuing up for the movie tickets, surprisingly I met Sook Khan, a primary classmate!! So coincidence! Glad to meet her!!! Oh ya, the movie was really great... I like the part where those autobots transformed themselves from car to robot. The BumbleBee was cool!!! It played songs that were so suit the situation...!! I felt so bad when Bumblebee was caught and freeze!! Those autobots had expression!! What I can say is this is a successful movie!!! ^_^

Yesterday, Thursday, handed in the reports and visual board. We went to Neway Karaoke after the class ended. We sang for 3 hours!! Ah ya, there was a salad buffet, and all this cost me for only RM 7!!! Hmm... planning another Karaoke session!!

Today, did nothing much except getting my notes arranged and watched some series and entertainment shows. This is how I've spent my day. Now I'm playing the SimCity 3000 again... Now my city is earning money after many tries!!! YES!!! Okay, I want to continue with my game now. I MUST FULLY USE MY HOLIDAY!!!

HAPPY HOLIDAY FOR MY COURSE MATES!!! ENJOY!!! :-)

Final Examination...

2007-07-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

At last my final examination of this semester ended at 4.40pm today, and
At last, my second semester of the second year has ended.
Second semester is waiting ahead of me,
Will meet up with you one month later.

BioChem,
Why can't we have more time for answering this paper? Time consuming. Really, once after we read the questions, we had to answer them! No extra time for us to think... Had i written the relevant points??

Pharm 200,
Thanks Mr. Johnny for telling me about my performance in this paper. I do realise that i did some 'expensive' silly mistakes... damn!!

MicroBio,
Oh, what i can say? I wrote whatever i remember in the answering booklet. In fact, i wrote down EVERYTHING as answer as i don't know which are the key words that are included in the marking scheme... So, you'll have no reason by saying 'this is not in my marking scheme' or whatsoever. Right, Ms H?

PharmChem,
Gosh, i did this paper badly today... Really bad... I screw this paper up!!! Heck, only at the moment when we were answering this paper, we realised that actually absorbance can be used to calculate for pKa!!! What was this??! Sir, we had not come across this problem!!
Oh, spent time to memorize those similar and yet complicated structures... but they were forgotten during the exam. VERY good.

The semester break starts...
but not fully off...
MicroBio, have some topics to be self-studied on....
PharmChem, have to revise as it is a whole year unit... prepare for the coming semester...
Pharm 200, whole year unit as well. Nothing can be put aside!!
BioChem, please put me in the save area, DR. Chin... >_<

Scientific terms

2007-06-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

GREAT!!! I was so UPSET!!! I'm so worried about my Microbiology final NOW even with hints given... I'M WORRIED!!! We were told about our Microbio Mid term test result. I got a low mark for that, as what i've predicted. So, i was still in a right mood at that moment, BUT NOT AFTER Ms H gave us looked through over our paper. I was shocked!!! My paper, infact, OUR papers were marked in a GREAT way... She had MISSED OUT SOME POINTS OF MY ANSWERS and NO MARKS shall be altered!!! SAME answer as my friend, she got FULL mark and I didn't!!! WHAT IS THIS?? This wasn't just happened on me alone, but the others as well!!!

One question on desribing NK cells. Hey, aren't those cells contain perforin?? If not, then where is perforin coming from?? NO WHERE!!! Just because it's not a major point, it was NOT THE ANSWER? Another question on why microorganisms cannot survive through the passage to the stomach... My answers were correct after i've asked her what was wrong with my answer as no marks were given. I asked her how then. Surprisingly, she answered me that I CANNOT GIVE U MARKS ON THIS just simply because THESE ANSWERS WERE NOT IN HER MARKING SCHEME!!! I said, these were given in YOUR notes, how come were not accepted?! i showed her the notes. Then, still she said she will not give me the marks EVEN THOUGH I ANSWERED THE QUESTION CORRECTLY!!!!

Can i ask a few questions here?? Is induce had similar meaning as trigger?? For example in the sentence which goes like this; The antigens induce/triger the immune response in the body. Another word is hypersensitivity. Can this word be replaced with allergy??

After the last lecture of this Mictobio, i realise that, THOSE ANSWERS WHICH ARE NOT INCLUDED IN THE MARKING SCHEME ARE NOT ANSWERS EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE CORRECT. WE HAVE TO REMEMBER WORD BY WORD from book TO SIT FOR THE EXAM... Yes, even though she said just remember the key words, BUT HOW MANY KEY WORDS WE CAN COMMIT INTO OUR MEMORY?? Besides that, we never know which are the 'important' keys points she meant and never know which are the MAJOR points as if when minor points were given as answers, NO MARKS WILL BE ALLOCATED, as these minor minor things will not be included in the marking scheme...

Seriously, i'm so worried about my final MARKING SCHEME. As i never know what are the those considered-major-and-important points. Besides that, i think it's quite impossible for us to remember word by word from the books... and yet she is giving mark word by word!!!

SH*T!!

2007-06-06T21:16:00.000+08:00

This post is for YOU.

If u r not comfortable with my writings, just f*ck off!! Don't read my posts. Don't click on my link. Don't leave anything on my blog, even ur trace. Just LEAVE!!! Leave n don't come back!!!

Have i done anything that had annoyed you?? DID or DO I? This is MY net posting. Does this have any concern with u? The purposes for me to have it are to practise my English writing and share some happenings with my friends. If u don't understand or not happy with what i'm trying to convey, just leave. WHY u still click to my link? Do u think ur English is the BEST? THE TOP?? I know that my english is not good. So?? AND this is NON of ur business!!! IF u want to correct my mistakes, ok, but with ur mocking words, i have to ask u to LEAVE!!!

MY BLOG WELCOME MY TRUE AND SINCERE FRIENDS, AND OTHERS TO VISIT AND LEAVE MSGS, BUT NOT YOU!!!

Child In Paradise by Maksim Mrvica

2007-06-03T20:12:00.000+08:00

MUST WATCH IT, YA? IT'S NICE!!!

MAKSIM~~~!!!

Beware!!! I'm a DRAGON... giggle

2007-05-27T14:24:00.001+08:00

What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)

You scored as a Dragon

Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.

Dragon

84%

Mermaid

75%

Angel

67%

WereWolf

67%

Faerie

59%

Demon

34%

What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
created with QuizFarm.com

What do u think, uh?? xp
BUT i do think i may love to sleep on MASSIVE gold... keke...

Bacteria...

2007-05-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

Have been dealing with bacteria which can cause severe diarrhaoe, pimples, lungs infection and so on... Thus, the aceptic technique must be done during the experiments. Although those bacteria are pathogenic, i was enjoying culturing them. It is because the result of observations from the cultures after incubation were interesting!!! There'll be different colour of colonies formed... When u are able to observe those bacteria moving aggressively under the electronic microscope (EM), maybe u'll feel uncomfortable with it but i think it's interesting looking it as some of them had unique movement!!! lolxxx... Remember when i was COUNTING the number of bacteria after a series of dilution under EM with a special slide with grids on it, the bacteria were moving from one box to the other... My eyes were so tiring when doing this...

My group members are zk, Rachel and me. Our jobs really organised... Pippetting jobs will be done by zk while Rachel and i will be assistant. When come to streaking plates or inoculating bacteria, here's our tasks... Haha... We know our parts well... lolxxx...

Staph. aereus under EM

Pseudomonas under EM

Pseudomonas in Cetrimide agar medium under UV

After the photos of Bacteria, here's the photo of friends and me... tot that only 3 of us taking photo... who knows, Richard suddenly popped in...

Happy Mother's Day

2007-05-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

Wish All Mothers in the World HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!!!

We went to have a Mother's day dinner celebration. We had a big curry fish head for our dinner!! It was so delicious *and expensive*... haha... There was free ice-cream being served. I've become the ice-cream best scoop-er for my family as i was able to scoop a big one and placed it on top of the cone biscuit. haha... i got to eat 4 huge scopes of yam-flavoured ice-cream... keke... Today is a special day for mothers. Frankly, I did not give a real surprise to her but siblings and i treated her the dinner. I hope she was happy during the dinner.

I really appreciate all the things that my mum has done for me... Since when i was in her womb, she takes good care of me. She never complains on how difficult or tiring in doing things for us everyday. She always worries about our health, safety, emotions, problems and so on. Almost every morning, when i wake up, the breakfast is ready for me. When i'm facing problems, she'll figure out for me.
I still remember, when i was terribly sick due to denggi, she accompanied me in the hospital and stayed awake for the whole night to look after me. On the next day, she had migraine as she had not enough sleep. When i discharged, she cooked those food that suitable for me...

LOVE YA, xxx
wish you happy oways...

BACK to college on SATURDAY?!

2007-05-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

Today had a lab session on pharm bio 233 which is a subject that deal with microorganisms... more well known as Microbiology. The lab was actually started at 9am but we started our experiment at 9.45am!!!! This was all because our good lecturer was late and she needed briefying from the lab assistant, Mr K. Gosh, we supposed could end our lab earlier...!!! We was so wish that we could be brief directly from Mr K instead of Mr K ---> Ms H ---> US.... It does take time. Furthermore, i, sometimes, couldn't understand what she was trying to explain in front!! Nah... not only during the lab session, during the lectures as well... She is a slides reader and when we asked questions on the slides, she could just probably asnwering u, "i'm not very sure" or "I don't know"... never said "i'll get back to u" or something like that... Her slides contain many mistakes.... Wondering how the uni takes someone as a lecturer... What's the criteria?? Yea?

Met up with Catherine today. She's prettier with her straight hair, sweeter indeed!!! We had lunch and games in SAMOSA. haahaa... guess what, we were playing 'snake' game and the 'aeroplane' game which were available in the restaurant. Some of them played Uno cards. Seeking for the childhood funs!! xp

Viscosity

2007-05-10T20:23:00.001+08:00

Right: Rotoviscometer

Left : Ostwald Viscometer

Today in the pharm200 lab, we were performing viscosity tests on different concentration of Glycogen, and Dextran. We were using Ostwald viscometer for these 2 liquids as they are Newtonian liquid. We had to measure the time of flow of the liquids from a line to the other. It was fun when everybody was clicking the stop watch simultaneously. After that, we had to check out the density of liquids with different concentration... so in total, 15 liquids had to be checked out. One by one weighing their weight... hmm... suddenly realising that i have the potential in being a person's assistant... Stanley, did i do a good job? Well, is this a good position for being one's assistant?? Ha... not sure.

Later we proceed to the Roto viscometer. We had a demo for it instead of handling with it. Well, er... Dr. Prasanna was not really explaning on how that machine works. He was so busy clicking the computer to instruct the viscometer. Thus, our attention was eventually away from that. Somehow, i still paid the attention, occasionally. Didn't like Rachel n ZK, pay 100% attention on what Dr. Prasanna was doing.

Two graphs were printed. TOTALLY NO IDEA what the graphs were trying to tell me. Haha... i'm supposingly doing my reports on visco or revising the theory of it but i'm here typing and surfing net instead...

Had a GREAT time sleeping during the moral studies lessons.... shhh... It wasn't my fault!!! The chair was too comfortable and the room was air-conditioned. Moreover, it was 8am!!! Xp So wat happened in the class, er.... wait, let me ask my friends 1st...

During Ms. Hannime class, haha... seriously, i think only Rachel n ZK, again, were paying attention... while the others including me, sorry to say that ---> partial attention or even out of the track. Oh dear... what happened to me today... and what had happened today?? BLANK...

what a day...

2007-05-09T17:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was really a not-so-good day for me...

Yesterday was the day for the commencing of the Moral studies... In the 1st lesson, we were told that we have to do a project which included presentation and assignment... This has the weightage of 60%... Gosh... as if i have not enought reports to do... Now come the project. Besides that, the mid term test for it is fall on the week during my final... Great... I had to attend this class at 8 in the early morning. I'm so sleepy and the seating was so uncomfortable... so suffuring...

Actually, i had only the lab session on the day. Just because we had a replacement class which was planned at 2pm, we stayed back tho we ended our lab at 12pm. We were waiting the lecturer in the class and he wasn't appearing until our class rep entered the class and told us that we could leave. We were like, uh? what? Going back? All sort of questions bump in... We'd wasted our time waiting for nothing!!! What de... Shouldn't he let us know earlier instead?? U know what, at 2pm, Richard went to look for him he was OUT FOR LUNCH, and we were only informed at 2.20pm!!! SH*T!!!

Okay, on the way home, JAM!!! Jam at 2.30pm?? It wasn't the peak hours why still there was traffic jam?? WHY?? I was so exhausted. Why couldn't i just get home easily, uh?? Had to make me stayed at college and then trapped in the traffic...

Collapsed on my bed for about 2 hours. Couldn't stand anymore with my condition. Woke up to get my reports ready but Internet connection was DOWN!!! Darn!!! Why the Streamxy always gives connection problems?? WHY??!!!

hOt hOT!!

2007-05-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

Gosh, i've been sweating like hell!!! The weather these days was so terrible!!! What's the temperature out there?? 35'C?? 40'C?? Arghhh... Furthermore, the sun was so bright and bigger than usual!!! Why not the cloud just helps us a little by blocking some parts of the sun??!! No rain drops fall from the sky recently. Although i just had a cold bath, i'll be sweating the next minute. On the air conditioner has become a must-do action. The earth is sick. Even if just only a day is without raining, the next day of it will be so hot like it has been a few days of not raining...

I feel like wearing long sleeves to college in order to protect my skin from the strong UV sunlight but i'm hot in it... Aiksss...

Friends, drink more water as ur body is losing a lot of water through sweating and u need water to cool down ure body temperature!!!

Spiderman 3

2007-05-07T19:11:00.000+08:00

Have u watched the Spiderman 3?? From my point of view, it is a great movie that is worth for u to buy a ticket and enjoy it in cinema.

The effect on the sandman and venom were so real!!! The movement of the sand and mud were so natural. I'm so sad for the Harry's death... The only handsome guy had gone... Well, tho Harry was sort of a bad guy, but all those bad things that he did on Spiderman were just because he wanted to revenge about his father's death!!! He had misunderstood that Spiderman was the killer!! So, he was just a filial son and loved his father!! Furthermore, he helped Spiderman in defeating that black creature and sandman. He even died for Spiderman!!! U see, he was such a good guy!!! I gonna miss him... >_< MJ was so lucky to have such 2 guys loved her... hmmm....

The storyline of this Spiderman 3 has included love, revenge, friendship, relationship between father and daughter, and so on... heard that there may be Spiderman 4. I'm looking forward to it!!!

Many courses commenced today. The college was so packed with ppl. This had caused us difficulty in looking for packing space. Last week, the whole college was like 'our place' as they were still on their holiday or the courses had not yet commenced.

Now most of my friends are having their long holiday after their 1st year, and yet i'm in the middle of my sem. After discussing with my friends, when they begin their next sem, i'll be having break... too bad...

ANYWAY, HOPE U ENJOY UR HOLIDAY!!!

Happy Burfday!!

2007-05-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

Another girl is joining the club of 21st!!! Welcome, u r egligible to be as a member of this club!!! lolxxx!!!

Hmm... when looking and thinking back to 'those days', seriously, i miss it. Most of my friends have gone to overseas for their studies, and next year gonna be my turn. Today, Kells and i were counting who r those still stay in malaysia with us that we are able to meet... Well, she is going to overseas soon as well... hmmm... it seems hard for us to have a gathering... maybe we can try to have a group conversation in MSN?? lolxxx...

Thinking of birthday, my 22nd birthday may not be able to celebrate with my family in malaysia... what i gonna do on that day? hmm... maybe i able to celebrate it before going to aus...? no idea... When i'm in Aus, i obviously will get homesick... Hey my friends, look after me... i suppose i'll be crying missing my home...

Okay, LASTLY, I WANNA GREET THE GIRL WHO JOINS US --->

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
CELINA!!!

LOVExxx

Aiks... i have used the Friday evening and Saturday morning and afternoon for sleeping... GOSH... haha... wasting time...

Simply...

2007-05-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

Reaalise that i've been visiting my college library very often... This is the most frequent that i visit library. During primary and secondary till form six, i hardly borrowed or stay at library to study... but from now and then, i have to go to library to borrow, and renew books... U know what, the location of library is so 'strategic' that when we reach the library, we are deadly exhausted... How i could wish i'm able to buy whatever books i wish to without any care on the price... Referrence books always expensive...

Today had a very funny pharm bio 231 lecture. Dr. Chin's jokes really made me laugh till my stomach was aching... lolxxx... hmm... his jokes were told at the right time as i was so sleepy and nearly fall asleep... cheers!!!

Had pharm chem lab session = a report. Was examining the content uniformity of different brands of aspirin. Those aspirin was used in performing Thin Layer Chromatograhy. Ermm... all of us didn't get a really good result... hmm... Sir never mentioned the methods properly and disappeared from lab... whose fault in failing?

Aiya... i can't stand anymore, i wanna give my eyes a resting time... i keep on yawning while typing this post... Obviously, i've had not replaced my lost sleeping time completely...

Sleepy...

2007-05-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh... after 2 days of break, my sleeping timing is a little bit messed up... lolxxx... have to adjust them back on track...

Today i have no attention on everything. Brain wasn't functioning well. When i'm reading, those words were just passed through my brain without going into it. Gosh... this is surferring... i wanted a bed so much or just a comfortable place for me to take a short resting... When attending lecture for Pharm Bio 233, i was like being tortured, mentally. I tried to concentrate but nothing i understood... I felt so much to close my eyes, and awake myself with sweets...

When i reached home, i straight away laid down on my bed and told myself this is only a short nap as my mother doesn't encourage me to take a nap when nearly to evening. BUT i ended slept for 3 hours - straight...

Had a lab session on Pharm 200 in making 3 different types of liquid preparations, which means there is an report to be done... Just finished with 4 reports and now come another one. Tmr, there's another lab session... Sigh... no choice, have to bear with it......................................

Duh...

2007-05-02T17:49:00.000+08:00

The next day of Labour day is still a holiday, PUBLIC holiday as well. It is a replacement for Wesak day as it falls on the same day as Labour day.

HOWEVER, my sis and i still the same. My sis is working with numbersss in her office while i have to get my reportsss and tutorialsss done... Moreover, i have to catch up my studies, especially Pharm Chem. T_T

How i could wish to have a real typical holiday now... The word 'holiday' for me now is a day that i can do my works without have to attend lectures, and a day that no any further works are given... Hmmm... i just sneak to have a post typed... have to continue with my works again....

CAN NEVER FINISH THEM!!! stack and stack and stack... My study table is so full of books and notes... and my bed just beside... better not fall on me when i'm sleeping... -___-"" lolxxx

okay, back to work...

*Jin is having her last paper at this moment... wish u luck and may God bless u*

Labour day

2007-05-01T15:22:00.000+08:00

Today is Labour day, a Public holiday...

I'm just wondering, what does Labour day mean...? A day off for workers? A time to rest for officers? Seriously, i'm not clear with the defination of Labour day, not now anymore...

My sister is working hard in her office right NOW. Why she has to go back to work TODAY?? Is that the life as an accountant who works days and nights, weekdays and weekends?? She even worked on Jan 1st. Darn.

Today, a day off. Should i take a break to have some movies and shoppings?? NO WAY!!! I have reprots to be done!!! Why i still have to stick to my lovely laptop and get my reports done while the weather outside is so good and suitable for outing?? Series and shows have been dl-ed and waiting for me to double-clicked... but i have no sufficient time to click them all...

Can anyone please define me 'Labour day'? Duh... -_-"

Importance of ME

2007-04-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

Went to visit my previous working pharmacy as i was having dinner nearby. Suddenly realise that my existance actually means something. I'm needed by my boss as i could help her out in pharmacy. Besides that, heard some of the news from her, and feel a little bit of disappointment on one of my ex-colleague. Anyway, i think my boss's husband should try not to nag that much. Luckily i've never been nagged by him... *he doesn't notice i own a blog, rite?*

Have been doing my reports. Seriously, i'm enjoying the experiments but not the reports. How can i build up the interest in doing those reports?? Like what my friend has counted, 1 week = 4 lab sessions; about 9 lab sessions for each... calculate, calculate.. calculate... ... so i have to do 36 lab reports during this semester. Okay, u may think it's only 36... BUT, when one doesn't like it, EVEN there's only ONE report, he'll take it HEAVILY... How many reports have to be done during this week = 5 reports... T_T"

Till now...

2007-04-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

The fifth week of studies has passed... Today had a test for Phram Bio 231, a subject which are taught more on biochemistry... bombarded with those pathway since the few weeks ago and today we had to show what we had learnt in class. Gosh, trust me. Although i've studied the notes real hard, when come to answering the questions, they are different kind of stories... I did alot of mistakes and i dare not to imagine what will the result gonna be... a bit of down...

After these few weeks, i realise that my life of study is:
reports....
reports......... and
reports......

Within a week, 4 lab sessions = 4 lab reports. The reports have to be presented in scientific way... what citation, waht discussion, what inference... oh... i'm having bad headache... i have no real time for myself to reserve them for entertainment. No... perhaps what i could do is 'steal' some of my study time for it. Yea, the time now that i'm using to type this post is supposed i'm sitting in front of my desk and get my reportssss done...

Sometimes i really got stressed up, especially the previous 2 weeks. Anyhow, i'm in a better conditions now and got back onto the track at least, tho still a little behind... I think my brain needs more lubricants to smooth it and get rid of the rust... lolxx

gonna start my LAN subject, Moral studies, next month... Gosh, have to attend the class early in the morning and one more burden for me... how to survive, uh? Now already so tiring, yet another burden is added... my shoulder is aching... overloading!!!!

The experiment on culturing bacteria was great, but not the reports,
ok? Mr. Kelvin is a great lab asisstant!!! He knows more than our lecturer!!
Salute!! He is so knowledgable!! How great if i had some part of his
knowledge..@_@

Never forget that i've made Phenobarbitone tablets. It is very simple
for a patient to swallow a tablet but when come to manufacturing, we can discuss
about it in a book with the thickness smilar to a dictionary. Hmm... so u must
not waste a tablet as the process of manufacturing a tablet is so
complicated.

Experience myself with electophoresis. The materials used in this
experiment were so costy. Lucky me to have a chance to handle a set of
it!!! Had a real busy time in experimenting on enzyme. No time to
break.

Hmmm... Synthesis of Aspirin, not very successful... but at least got
them done... and at last i know how the IR spectroscopy works... So bad that
i've done some limit tests on aspirin and yet i dunno what were them for... @_@
Pharm Chem... i'm struggling with it...

Down....

2007-04-14T16:39:00.000+08:00

NO one understand me
DO YOU??

When i'm sad,
i've NO one to talk to exactly...
Even after i tell,
they won't exactly know how i feel...

When i'm facing emotional problem,
i've NO one to guide me...
ONLY the non-understanding words are given...
At last, NO solution but worse.

I encountered problems which i have no idea how to solve them...
try to speak out...
Ended up, i'm sad, and even feared...

Try not to push myself so much...
Always ask myself to think positively,
AS EVERYTHING HAPPENED WITH REASONS!!
Trying my very best...

I'm Trying to cancel off my bad habit -- bad tempered,
sometimes it is just hard to control...
it shoots when it's fired...
NO GOOD...

LOSING self-confidence in me...
I lost my direction... and helpless...
Don't know what i'm doing...
Whether they are correct or wrong...

;-(

-eMiLy-

A week...

2007-03-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

A week of lectures have passed
Tiring week i had
A scaring week as well...
This ONLY the FIRST week~

Many hours of lectures attended
Happy to meet all my friends;
So so when meeting new lecturers...
Unhappy with new subjects + schedule.

Had first lab session of Pharm 200;
Prepared 4 types of suppositories;
A sum of 22...
Motion was slow to get them done...
No Good!!

Pharm 200; Still okay...
Pharm Chem; Oh no, is he using English in explaining?!
Pharm 231; Too many pathways...
Pharm 233; Scientific Name? Microorganism... Diseases... -___-"
Moral Studies; Future......

Facts to remember;
Pathways to memorise;
Revision of Year 1;
Reports to be done.
Those are ordered/planned to do after 1st week...

What comes next?
Mid-terms exam & Quizes...
More Assignments n' Reports...
More practical sessions...
MORE NOTES!!!

Still in timing confusion,
hard to wake up in the morning.
Still in holiday mood,
want to have more time to enjoy.
Still very blur,
maybe too long of resting.

Gambateh!
Add Oil!
Jia You!
Go Go Go!
AZA!!!!!!

^_^"

1st day of 2 year...

2007-03-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... the very first thing i would like to mention here about today is.... Happy Birthday, Sis Flo~~~~

e this morning... that was Okay, back to the title, i really had a difficulty to fall asleep last night and i had to face the consequenc.....i had no enough sleep!!

This is torturing when i had to drive and attend the early class... Don't know what happen, there was so jam on my way to Uni... hate it!!! Reached Uni at 8.45am and hurried to settle my tuition fee before my 9 am class... Due to that, i was late for the 1st class of the 1st day...!!!!

Time passed real slow... and i felt like want to 'fishing' but try me very best to keep myself awake as my class is so small which consists of 17 students... pretty small group... after the 1st class, there was a gap of 3 hours before the next class. Wandering, chatting, and pottering the time...

Everything for today was ended by Dr. Yeung's briefying speech. The 1st thing in my mind was faster get home and collapse on my comfortable bed... and yes, this was what i did... Although i've had 2 hours nap, i am still feeling very sleepy...

ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz......