You know i am missing you...

Should I or Should I Not?

There are a lot of things we have to make decision.
A 'Yes' or a 'No' gives a different results or consequences.
However, once we have chosen either of them,
we could not turn back...
Too many things we have to care n' think about when deciding/considering.
Will that decision result in a good or bad ending?
Or good to A but not B?
Or maybe should I just pleased others?
Why can't I pleased everyone including myself?
Maybe I think too much.
Perhaps I'm making simple matter to become a complicated one when I wish for the other way round.
What are the factors should be in my consideration list?
I don't know.
I'm confused.

I am thinking as well.
When a good thing happens,
will there be a bad thing waiting for me next?
To balance up our live???
I was really happy about smthg but,
smthg sad/bad happened right after .
I should be happy...
but I just couldn't.
Who understands my feeling?
Most will say I should be happy,
but they never know the sadness deep down in my heart.

Why should I show my strong/positive side of me in front of ppl?
Couldn't I just be myself?
Why I need to help others when others are not helpful?
Couldn't I just help myself?
Why should I agree with you when I don't think it is a good idea?
Couldn't I just stick to my idea?
Why should I treat you so well when you do not appreciate it?
Couldn't I just treat myself good?
Why should I make a start when you always make the end?
Couldn't I just make a rest?
Why should I tell you everything when you are so secretive?
Couldn't I just keep quiet as well?

Forget about it...
Just live with it n' bear with it...
Stay Cool...!!!
BE YOURSELF~~

left a mark at 12:21 AM