Should I or Should I Not?

Saturday, May 23, 2009

There are a lot of things we have to make decision.
A 'Yes' or a 'No' gives a different results or consequences.
However, once we have chosen either of them,
we could not turn back...
Too many things we have to care n' think about when deciding/considering.
Will that decision result in a good or bad ending?
Or good to A but not B?
Or maybe should I just pleased others?
Why can't I pleased everyone including myself?
Maybe I think too much.
Perhaps I'm making simple matter to become a complicated one when I wish for the other way round.
What are the factors should be in my consideration list?
I don't know.
I'm confused.

I am thinking as well.
When a good thing happens,
will there be a bad thing waiting for me next?
To balance up our live???
I was really happy about smthg but,
smthg sad/bad happened right after .
I should be happy...
but I just couldn't.
Who understands my feeling?
Most will say I should be happy,
but they never know the sadness deep down in my heart.

Why should I show my strong/positive side of me in front of ppl?
Couldn't I just be myself?
Why I need to help others when others are not helpful?
Couldn't I just help myself?
Why should I agree with you when I don't think it is a good idea?
Couldn't I just stick to my idea?
Why should I treat you so well when you do not appreciate it?
Couldn't I just treat myself good?
Why should I make a start when you always make the end?
Couldn't I just make a rest?
Why should I tell you everything when you are so secretive?
Couldn't I just keep quiet as well?

Forget about it...
Just live with it n' bear with it...
Stay Cool...!!!
BE YOURSELF~~

left a mark at 12:21 AM

*the lonely me

Name: Emily
Gender: Female
Age: Born in 1986
Hobby: reminiscing my past
Contact: emilytcleng@gmail.com
MSN: tan_tcl@hotmail.com
Friendster/Facebook: tclrelashio@myway.com

*wishes
Be a Pharmacist
Be STRONG
Be RICH
Be SMART
Learn Flute/Violin

The List goes on...

*watching
CSI Season IX
SBS人体探险队
贫穷贵公子(日)
* talk to me



*be besides me
Ashley
Carmen
Daphne
DesmondS
Evonne
Extim
Fun
Gynette
Hannah
Henry
HoiHoi
Irwin
JamesLim
Jasmine
Jinnee
Jess
'John'Lee
Karena
KeXiou
Kells
Kyle
Maksim
Michelle
NianJy
Nuha
Penny
Rachel
Penny+Rachel
Samantha
SinYee
Stefanie
Syura
Triny
WaiYee
WanLing
WanSiong
Zhifong
zK


*days without you
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
August 2009
January 2011


*cheer up
BtChina
Crunchyroll
D-Addicts
FlickPeek
Icefish
ihoneyjoo
MovieRumour
Popiano
Tudou
TV-Cells
YouKu
YouTube

*pass-by-er