OMG!!! What had happened to me recently?!!!
Dislike to study, so much!!!
Moody as always, or even worse?!
Feeling down but NEVER know why... O_O
Trying to distress but it does not seem to help a lot...HOW?!
Am I depressed?
I don't know...
Not interested in everything?!
Not really...
I have interest in everything, other than study. x[
When i see the notes, I will give out a long sigh....
N think, study / exam AGAIN!
I am so tired...
I like to have the knowledge in this field...
But the exams stress me out
N freak me out!!!!!
Suffocated x\

I am such a loser, i reckon.
I am so weak.
I do not have strong will.
I am easily being distracted.
I can't concentrate.
I fail to focus.
I need HELP!
I want to survive and grad this year!

I need something to wake me up,
to remind me,
to motivate me,
to encourage me,
to focus,
to concentrate,
to make me happy!!
A real happy that would last!!!!!!!!!

I really have no idea...
what causing me to behave so differently...
u may not notice about this...
but i can feel the change in me...

DID BADLY IN MY PHARMACY ORAL EXAM.
God knows, n the examiners know how I performed.
Is there anything can pull me out from thinking about that over and over again?
Stop thinking about that... please...
It's OVER!
No point thinking!
Look forward!
There are things more important to do NOW!!!!
*whacked myself*
GET BACK TO STUDY!
N STAY FOCUS!
This is what i need to do NOW...

PRAY HARD... REALLY HARD!!!
Pray hard to pass all the exams!!!
*kneel down with palms together, n pray faithfully!!!*